today's so epic .
during recess ..
sorry dumb , i feel guilty D:
after school got ndp ...
never ending ..
but hahas she wait for me so ...
of course happy :D
den after walk her to th library got 514 .
first match cant score a thing .
warm-ed up with zhenshen .
den we play 6v6 at end ..
me , kevin , boonjian , sekeng , zhenshen and yaoxiang ..
but yaoxiang ahem ! *
then boon me sekeng and kevin tmr going competition,
npcc basketball :D
so ....
i'm really waiting for tmr ..
but every second,
no matter what happened ,
70% of my mind will be filled with you (:
<3

♥ 6:01 AM

i was asked to post by someone really cool . :D
so i thk ...
everyday is so tiring .
but its ok .
i love my dear dumb :D

♥ 8:16 AM

tomorrow ..
just hours later .
i am going to be together as one with my dear friend lars again ..
just hours to go ...
bet someone is sleeping like a dead log on th bed now ..
hahas ...
i'm still here with you even when you are sleeping ,
dumb (:

♥ 8:52 AM

hmmmm...
its still so early D:
i'm wondering if i should close down th blog ..
anyway its boring ...
haha :D

♥ 12:49 AM

life's back to normal .
i can do things back again ..
thks james , for staying a night with me .
hahas .
promise you i'm going to get back to th league with you guys k ?
i know its been hard on you guys without me .(:
thats what you said ytd LOLLL. (:
ok larh .
later i make another lars card can ? :D
R.H.L.P.D.J sq ftw (:
Dess i thk i owe you alot this time ...
maybe i can teach you something ? :D
or i can cook for you hahas .
jess too (:
wait no .
i cooked for you that time when you are sick so ...
no more :D
james ahhhhh .... you wont want it hor ? :3
i will go back to th team .. (:
i will i will :D
th day's shining brighter than ever .
to me .
with or without you .
together with everyone .

♥ 12:40 AM

where are you ?
i miss you ...
i dont feel like doing anything without having you ..
i cant do anything right ..
i dont feel like going out ..
i cant sleep at all .
D:
i'm having a heavy heart all day long ..
i would rather have everything lost than you ... ):

♥ 10:37 PM

what should i say about what you say ?
you wrote so long but i only got so little to say .
i'm sorry ,
i say those things ,
because ...
i only don't want to hurt you ,
but since you felt so hurt ...
maybe i say too much at times i know i know ..
but ...
sincerely .
from th bottom of my heart ;
i love you .
i do .
i know you had a hard time ,
i know you are a good girl ,
i know i aren't that good either ,
i know i aren't a perfect guy ,
but what i only wanted is you to happy ,
many people say i'm heartless when i am angry or sad ,
but no one knows that i am still caring alot about you even then ,
i appears to not see anything and be oblivious ,
but actually i know more that you actually do ,
i know i was hurt you with words ,
i know i know it could be hurting sometimes ,
but i am really always there for you i swear ,
i aren't joking this time ,
i seriously will be there for you ,
no matter what i'm doing .
no matter how important things are to me ,
even during th midst of my competition ,
i would give up everything ,
just for you .
i meant every word i said .
i really love you alot .
just that .
i am really fretting out lots of things ,
i promise not to hurt you anymore ,
dont like this anymore kkaes ?
i admit i'm at fault .
i do i do .
i don't care what others say about me ,
as a bad friend or whatever ,
as long i have you with me .
i always seemed to be far away from you ,
but actually my heart and soul have always been beside you .
maybe i said too much ,
maybe you cant believe i am such a person ,
but its ok .
i'll listen to you no matter what .
no matter what you choose to do .
i'm sorry , my dear girl .
iloveyou .
really .
i don't know what is up with me to hurt you either ...
really ...
man ....
forgive me , dumb ):
you know ..
i really feel guilty .
thats why i din't talk to you just now ...
):

don't go k ?
i plead you this time D:
you meant th world to me ..

♥ 8:41 AM

SHUT UP EVERYONE ._.
STOP SPAMMING ME IN MSN AND MAPLE AND KEEP CALLING ME T_T .
i am tired ...
my love is .... ):

♥ 6:54 AM

They say love is a battlefield ,
what rubbish ,
i would rather say love is nothing at all ,
it has no boundaries ,
there are no particles to it ,
just you and me .
i know ,
love's really dumb sometimes ,
i don't know what i'm doing either ,
days just past and i finally know ,
i am actually ,
doing nothing at all ,
do i love you ?
i don't know .
all i know is i miss you alot .
i want to spend every moment with you ,
but that's dumb ,
you got your own freedom ,
and i aren't overbearing ,
i would rather ,
time passes ,
as so , maybe some days ,
some time ,
some minutes ,
hours , seconds , months , years even .
i think i will still be there for you ,
if you need me .

♥ 5:20 AM

i don't understand .
i took so much effort to get her out of my life ,
and you keep want to put it back .
you aren't helping me ,
but making things worse .
i'm so happy without her coming and mess my life .
so just leave it ,
can ?
don't put things difficult for me please .
i am having enough troubles everywhere now .
dont do it anymore , can ?

...... what kind of world am i living ,
problems just come everyday ,
everywhere ,
arcade ,
school ,
home ,
everywhere ...
just what the hell have i been doing .
punching the wall wouldnt help me but at least it eased th pain in my heart .

♥ 7:05 AM

so i'm an idiot afterall .
alright .
i go sleep lerhs .

dont worry i won't .
i promise ,
because ...
i got someone that had been in my mind so !
i am off to bed .
goodnight dumb (:
you know who you are haha :D

♥ 8:10 AM

what's life ? this is coolest things among all .



thats th best transformation . my love (:

♥ 3:01 AM

okay i suddenly decided to post . changed everything . even th links . i change to th links i may go . so ... if dont have ur link you may complain in th tagbox . lollls . bye (:

Blogging is suddenly so dumb .

♥ 2:58 AM