hahas midnight post again :D
back today by midnight again .....was in little ping's house from 2pm to 12.30am midnight today ... except from 8-10 at night where i go arcade ... hmm my tekken skills gradually coming back lerhs . hahas . although my lars rank still master but hahas i can feel th raise back lerhs . soccer leh ? aiyahs i lost to a noob just now . lmao . i lose i still laugh , nothing to be sad about ...hmmm tmr going with serene they all to movie tomorrow .... yeah ...

i promise ,
i will treat you better for everything ,
i will listen to you for almost everything ,
i will study extremely hard ,
don't worry about me anymore k ?
Dad and mum ?
love you .
its true . i really do treasure both of you .
thanks sweeties .
i am happy to have both of you .
yeah ! (:

♥ 9:31 AM

i decided to post ! :D
had fun ytd with everyone at sembawang beach .
went into th sea for like 3 hours plus after th rain .
During th rain our tent got soaked in water badly and everyone ran out ,
luckily we hide ourself under some MANMADE shelter eh ? lollls .


esmond and weiliang ! :D


my good old bro , little ping :D


another good old bro , esmond (:


everyone squeezing in th tent during th rain , too bad th tent inside also got flood ._.


tszping hiding in a wrapper , thinking of it as a poncho under th heavy rain .


ping stuck as he really have no where to go anymore under th rain :D


he is coming towards us . oh :D


raining badly there and he got lots of moods under th manmade shelter to eat ._.


everyone playing after th rain , posing aka bucketman , umbrellaman and beggar :D


everyone staring into th sea , deciding whether to go in or not .



ahhs i lazy to post other pics .... tired . (: sayonara everyone . hahas .

♥ 11:07 AM

today is a bad day . my Lars just got demoted from rogue to master . haiz . from green drop to silver . guess i become a noob . haiz . just change th blog first song .

shayne ward's breathless .

really nice song ... tmr's a long day . i think i will defend my title tomorrow bahs ... man .. i got nothing left anyway .

i believe th wind will guide me to a world that rightfully i belonged .

♥ 9:33 AM

hmm..just change th song of this blog . i really like th current song now . if it's th past me , i will like it more because .. its really nice . hahas . th lyrics are good too . it is sung by th 2005 X factor winner Shayne Ward . he is really good . and that's his debut song . it explains his feeling at that time.

Hmmmm yea yea yeaaa
You know where I come from
You know my story
You know why I'm standing here
Tonight
Please don't go
Don't be in a hurry
I'm here to make it clear
Make it right

Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
I've finally found that something Worth reaching for

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up , oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Well I won't stop believing That we will be leaving together
So when I say I love you I'll mean it forever and ever Ever
and ever
I'm not here to say I'm sorry

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through (Oh I'm ready)
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul (That's why I'm here babe)
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
That's my goal

th song is really nice . i really love it . i would have think about th same thing in th past . but not now . i'm someone that walk back into th past . once gone , gone . i wouldn't go back to th past days ever again .

lets work hard , lars .

♥ 9:07 AM

finally , i'm back .
This STC seriously have been extremely meaningful .i finally found my answers to all my questions.i should always challenge myself to beyond my limit and i must never be happy about being th me now.seeing all my long-lost friend in my path of experiencing life makes me so happy.like Bernard or Sam , my long time friends gone suddenly but seeing them and talking with them makes me so happy . seriously . able to laugh with everyone over stupid things , going pass my mental and physical strength with experiences like th intermediate rope elements and being fooled by officers to sleep in shelters and so-on really gives me wonderful experience with everyone.its true . Area 13 is new .but still , we worked together so well , i guess thats fate . there is a tunnel we had to pass through too . its very dark and you can't see th surroundings.i , kevin , darren , syariff , boonjian and nigel was suppose to pass it as a team.and inside th tunnel where you can't see a thing , we need to rearrange ouselves.of course darren rearranged till 1 , i be 2 , nigel 3 , kevin 4 , syariff 5 and boonjian 6 . dam funny.its dam dark den inside th tunnel got slopes.we go up th slope.suddenly.we got caught by suprised.there are million of balls on th floor and we cant even crawl properly and we were all over th place and keep cant go up cos th balls are making us lose balance . then syariff despo and anyhow throw th ball all to th back . then just nice boonjian is behind him and got hit by rapid fireballs.i and darren passed already and then darren leave th other end.i was about to leave when i saw nigel struggling down dere cos kevin is also pulling him.so i went and pull him up.a ball suddenly came to my hand and i threw it straight in kevin's face . LOL.Then there is also th nightwalk.its quite fun and i paired up with nigel.we passed through all th difficulties in th dark , together . then we played concentration with rahayu they all at th other end waiting for everyone.even th officers laughed at our fun and wanted to join in . so memorable . then all our meals are so badly ration-ed.but still , i guess we did survive in th camp.th intermediate rope challenge regained my confidence today as we had to walk on a rope only in like 12 - 16 feet off th ground ? dam scary . really need alot strength in hands to support yourself as you wouldn't want to fall off . Then still got jetty jump ! WOO ! (: dam fun.i straight away volunteer myself to jump as first few LOL. i jump off from th jetty , so fun (: actually i wanted to get wet , counted as a bath (: Campfire was also really enjoyable.really.came from th bottom of my heart.sleeping in tents aren't bad either.now i think sleeping in tents is a kind of happiness too .have i become a jungle man like kean hou already? hahas .
thanks everyone ,
for this beautiful camp .
i'm tired ,
but i finally got th strength to move along ,
because i know i have everyone with me ,
may all our strength cover our weakness ,
so we can reach our dream ,
to maintain th gold that's we already had ,
oh dear god (:

oh ya ! my instructor is really beautiful and is really cool too . really ! th moment you see her you will say she have a .... erm .. sexy look i think .. but she is really cool . really .
but our group ADiamond is COOL , even SEXIER , BEST among all (:
lets work hard , everyone .

♥ 6:45 AM

ohwell , guess i am fated to go to STC tomorrow with everyone . i don't know why , but i prefer staring into space more than going on an adventure nowadays . maybe all my active cells are dead . i just want to .. sit in a corner , feel th wind and have a good sleep . thats all i wished for .

well well everyone has problems and problems never stop occurring . 85% of your life is filled with problems.10% are filled with waiting for others and boredom whereas 5% includes your happy moments , nope maybe lesser (:

hahs since everyone has problems filled in their lives...why not everyone move together as one to solve th problem and need to eliminate each other to get their own goal ? i know everyone's waiting for me on th road . suddenly , th old song of choonlong's blog is good .

I don't want to miss a thing - aerosmith

have been listenining to this song again and again . its true actually . i don't want to miss anything in my life too . i want a fun-filled life , but everyone has their own darkness in their heart . how to expel it ? everyone has a unique and different way of expelling it . me ? i don't know . i am still on th road in finding . STC , i got no choice but to go along with you .

help me find back my courage and positiveness can ?
i don't want to rely on my 6th sense on everything .
my dreams don't come true always .
goodnights .
hope my brothers are sleeping well now .
i love all of them .
yeahs .

♥ 9:39 AM

yo everyone {: midnight post again ! so excited about tomorrow ! playing basketball with everyone again . ohwell ... just now went to arcade at 8 + with liang . woah suddenly got KOF fever again (: feel so great bout it ! (: this is th happiest time of my life , being able to play with them . wooo ! [: den went to ping house . watch tv and do many others things . then went home . ohwell [: watch friday night smackdown ! hahs . hope time move faster . (:

life seemed great but i hope i can meet a babe tomorrow (: a real pretty . ohgosh , i'm sleeping in my lalaland again .. but .. are there still babes around ? (: you know , real cool !

♥ 10:17 AM

yo guys (: hahas.now already midnight lerh.just back from ping house.watch him play garena again.haha dam funny.th game got naruto and flying sheep in it.and th flying sheep is NOOB :D th pa (phantom assassin) ulti was freaking hilarious.seriously.ahs.today had tution.sit there and play with my psp anyway ._. then ! today th arcade uncle change th level of th king of fighters maximum impact regulation A computer level from 3 to 6.i thought aiyah computer only.no kick.then.i go try first time.i died at stage 7.wtf was that man ._. th special from 1 bar hits 3/4 of my life.my special from 4 bars hit only 1/16 of th computer's life.so imba.i heng people's character cant hit so much.if not hiong liaos (: OOH (: finally got back what i need to do in life.first.to get enough sleep (:
sayonara kind souls (:



choonlong wrote this in his blog -
boonjian:oopx ! he can only touch the ring by abit after using so much effort .. so suay .. he can't feel the feeling of dunking

sibei funny (: thanks xiaolong . that quote u wrote made my day :D i can sleep better (:

♥ 9:41 AM

today was a so ... so .... tiring day . early in th morning , after playing rockband unplugged (nice game , don't miss it (: ) i found out my memory card got problem ! i was panicking and faster run to sun plaza to buy a new one . formatted it and can play already . so meet joey at sportslink at 12.30 so we can go 514 there to play basketball.wayne came too.took 962 there with those 2.played quite a well , no , very long there . then suddenly zhenshen says want to go admiralty play basketball . my eyes from ._. become O.O . lols . so aiyah just go bahs.played basketball again with jun/hui wen , zhenshen and choonlong bahs.quite ok.just bullying my sister is fun (: loll.then i went home and lay on my bed.then weiliang came to my house and help me reformat and update my psp version to 5.darn.then i went to ping house at 9++.then , i on rockband and played.suddenly.i want go back to NBA ballers rebound (highly recommended game) then WTH.my psp cant read memory card again.my eye from ._. turn to O.O again .i was like WHAT TH-HELL?!then ping tell me because th rockband got problem . i was like from ._. to =.=" and to solve it just need to reformat my memory card.i wasted money buying another one.lols.see him play garena then went home at 12.30am.wanted to sleep but was bored so i blogged about my boring life.bear with me bahs,kind souls (:
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♥ 10:02 AM