hmm been long since i post.many things had happened from my last post to now.man.it has been how many days.but still ! many things ... th BIG npcc secret was discovered , my results , my title defence , problems here and there with friendships , fevers , dislocated and sprained hand , problems about almost everything , npcc ... school almost everything part in my life has a problem to it . well ... tired after so many things that just pass soon.but still.hope to still be able to be myself and not someone i tried to be-there's no need to do things for others,human beings are supposed to be self-centred . i'm me and no one could be me . no one including you , you know who you are . you can't mimic my skills well . you can't talk like me , although you are good , i admit . a real pro is one who don't rely on anyone . i don't rely on cheating money from girls . i don't rely on others to improve myself . i don't suck myself up to other people to bring my skills to a higher level . i on believe myself . someone who gets something out from others , real pathetic . even in studies seriously , you don't even have money to pay for your own school fees. thats pathetic . i could work even with one hand down . i could work for others even with one calf injured . i don't rely on girls to get my money , never am i a swindler or a girl-dependent dog like you . i am happy with my friends and i don't suck up to anyone unlike you . you can never be th king . you aren't th calibre . if you don't even understand th true meaning of being independent . thats sad . i couldn't help you.but its ok for me , as human only care about themselves at th end.nothing is real in life . except life skills you carry along with you . enough man . you have been adding so much rubbish in my life . you are so desperate to th extent you try to snatch someone important to me ? oh . i would just have beat you down with just one hand , reliant pest.seriously , you just wasted 4 minutes of my life.you don't deserve it , you never do.
i will give up everything to get it back.
♥ 9:32 AM
yeahhs...wonder where everyone gone to after school.lucky got anthony,sister and queen with me :D siala today chemistry paper fun lah.history more fun.so easy.confirm high marks.aiyah.later study bio and blah.stupid gastrics pain until i want go arcade also can't.tmd. miss fighting with people all of a sudden.hahs.decided to go back to rakion.go there sometimes own people sometimes i got owned myself.rofl.funny cycle.
hmm...after exams....wa i miss touching th basketball at cy's house.lols.so long no shoot 3 point liaos.siala.arcade also....but exams so fun siah.lols.after exams npcc come back even more song :D hehs.k la.i study bio awhile den i go play rakion.
wonder Queen's handphone still charging.good siah you peii me.i'm sooo happy (:
♥ 3:53 AM
hahas :D th champ is back . won first in 2009 bugis competition (: wakakas :D but then ... haiz . th reason that why i in this competition gone so ... i guess i can say i joined this competition for fun ! (: aiyahs.when i go back sembawang seems like ... home feeling (: saw jianwei playing blazblue and draw with him 1;1 . aiyahs.... (: kinda like th virtual striker 4.think i will play tht bahs.my new leash of life lehs (: hehs.smiles [[:
getting first is cool [: but .... its me afterall {:
♥ 7:20 AM
man..this has not been a good week for me.Monday was terrible and today was just worst.early in th morning,i forgotten to bring my wallet to school.means no money for everything,transport,recess,lunch and all.temperature check.my temperature just can't go up.just let me get th dam swine flu larhs.then exams were easy to deal with but not my split headaches.using a metal ruler to pierce my side of th head th whole time to ensure th headache don't affect me.recess.dealing with more headaches.then its english paper 2.headaches were gone but feel really worn out.fainted after doing th summary till th time's up.at lunch my gastrics come.it was worst than before.clinging on to my stomach.didn't know that eating spicy stuffs will cause it to be more pain and i ate laksa with more chilli.really can't tolerate after eating laksa so just stuffed myself with kaya toast and not think about anything.Chemistry supplementry lesson was tiring and boring as well.The mole concept?wth?i would rather go home and heal my gastrics.staggered back home and..slept...slept...with my handphone's music player on and on.
it's really tiring that no one is talking.i decided not to drag this anymore.you want to care,or not want to care,its up to you.for me,your decision is mine.
♥ 5:09 AM
everything's just going fine (: well . tomorrow english exams lerhs . nevermind . all will go well (: uhhs.
nights everyone (:
yerhs chun , it ain't worth it being sad over love , so don't sad . love isn't a real reason of being sad, its you that caused you to be sad.love is just like a cactus.don't think of it at all , you won't be hurt at all.it will never be a reason for sadness ehs . stay happy . thoughts-free like me :D
brace up xuan [:
Labels: decided to leave things and go on with life .
♥ 8:15 AM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L0TdBXPN5TYnice song with alot meanings.if you want it english subs can sms me (:
goodnights everyone.
ohyeah,thanks to tszping and weiliang,
to pass today with me,
th lowest point of my life,
thanks guys.
i found out relationship aren't everything,
if it wasn't without for you too,
i will still continue to sink in th dark,
thanks for showing me th way.
yeahs (:
come back soon,yuxuan (:
♥ 9:30 AM
