well , historical people said that everything has a start and will have an end too.its true anyways.no matter what you are thinking you are doing,there will always be an end to it.you sleep and you will woke up eventually.you tried to find something in your pencil case and even if you did not find th thing you wanted to,you will still stop ransacking your pencil case.you will always be able to stop eating after you are full.you will always leave th computer alone when you are not using it.there will always be an end to relationships.even life will end with death and well,being able to end something is actually something to be happy about.happy that you have once have it,happy that you have walked a different path from others,happy that you have gained different personal experience from others,happy to know that some are real friends while some aren't.i am happy that i have passed so much , not because of th experiences i get,not because i have past a relationship,not because i won in th competition,not because i get passed all my exams,not because i am able to slack around,just because..my mother bored me and thats enough for me to be happy about.i am happy that i'm experiencing life,regardless of its stressful,relaxing,happy,sad,torturing and so on.life is just something that contains everything in one.just like there will be rainbow after rain due to reflaction,th sun will come back eventually to give out its light to everyone.that's th happiness of life.

Labels: life just and on.

♥ 10:29 PM

uhhs semi finals around th corner . exams too . hahas (: no sweat . don't feel a thing . temporarily .. (: played netball with boonjian,renjie,kevin,choonlong,farhan,khairul,atik,ruben,arhjun and felix.WOOO (: so happy . ahhs . life is always relaxing . its just that you thinked too much tht stressed . homeoworks ? ahhs . lets go (: ohyahs ! go arcade first [: well , blame it that like xiangxun says , i'm smart as i am proud to be a left-hander (: aiyahs , exams ? come on ._. you cant ruin my life with exams (:

Labels: like usual . just with a happy-spirit lingering around me this time, Standing tall below th light-post alone

♥ 3:55 AM

sit joey's car to school today.well,well (: temperature taking ! my thermometer says i'm 35.6 degrees!ms sim was shocked and gave me tht face again.then she use th "ear" thermometer and my temperature is 35.9 degrees.she says its too low,and i bo hiu her [: den its maths.ahhs.half-alived.den double period english.half dead. [: recess din't see wife.wells.must have ran-somewhere.would have played soccer instead 0: then its chemistry.ms wong noisy down there i sleeping.then during chinese,hands were so tired after writing so much of correction for wrong words.ahs.dhen mr wee buy macs for us as we have supplementry from 2-5.quite boring starting and at th end fun [: was disturbing seiyi and shurong half of th lessons [: hehs.after that went back home with kevin.at home,i felt so bored that i decided to play with a pen.and decided to go out instead,better then rotting at home.so i went arcade to find everyone.well.expected.everyone was there.uncle's taokaka improved until so much.i almost can't cope already hahas. [: jianwee was pestering me as usual.he's th real dweeb.(: went home at 10,feeling happy.hope tomorrow will be happy day.happy days ahead (:

♥ 9:23 AM

hmm.today is quite a day.slowly day by day i guess i am beginning to fall in love with 3/6.people there are so...sweet (: morning saw someone throw litter into our class.everyone in 3/6 was like dam angry.since th person who throw th litter into our class's class always promote themselves whye dun dey throw into their own classroom?nahs duwan ruin my mood.H3 was dam funny.kevin was punished to face th wall.jianqi toos.hahas.dam many funny incidents happened but well.those are my memories.POA was ok..busy drawing cash book.maths was dam hard to understand.E maths somemore.th graphs i forgotten 90% of it.well.recess wanted to play soccer but it happens to rain.ohwell.then humanities.quite boring and hard to bear.biology was quite ok today.because we are talking th whole double period.told you my class is cool (: then after school.well...went to talk with some sec1 girls and played soccer with atticus,ruben,samuel and arhjun.later when 3/5 dismissed well jonas gary they all came.quite fun.hahas.then went home lorhs! going arcade later..geez.
yuxuan,don't be sad anymore larhs....
Siaozharbor shhh.....
why have i become so paranoid and easily jealous.this isn't me.i wasn't like that.what gotten into me?

♥ 2:51 AM

someone keep rushing me to do what quiz dunno for what but well , do finish lerhs den you won't nagged at me anymore.hahas [:

Love life!
1.Are you single or taken ? - stupid question ._.
2.Have you been in a relationship with a girl/boy before? - yes
3.What do you see in a girl/boy at first sight? - i don't even know myself.
4. Has anyone confessed to you before ?- yes
5. Has anyone said you were very handsome/pretty ?- ya ._.
6. If you were forced to like someone in secondary school , who will it be ? - i love my wife ._.
7. Has any boy/girl kissed you before ?- this question disgusts me ._.
8. Do you like someone of the opposite gender ?-i wonder what led me to do this quiz now ._.
9. Who is the most handsome/pretty in your heart ?- my wife ._. faster finish lehs ._.
10.What will you do if your girl/boy murders someone ? - i will help her take th rap .

YOUR LIFE !
1. How tall are you ?- 174 cm
2. Whats your weight ?- 55 kg
3. Do you have short , medium or long hair ?- almost going to have no hair lerhs ._.
4. Do you like make-ups ?- its th worst thing ever on earth
5. Would you rather eat or sleep ?-sleeping is my hobby ._.
6. Would you rather cheat or steal ?- i would continue to sleep ._.
7. How long do you bathe ?- 1 to 5 mins?
8. Whats your hobby ?- i thought i just told you i love sleeping ._. , basketball
9.Do you prefer to stay at home or go out?- see my mood larhs.should be go out.
10. Do you like ice-cream ?- ya , after sports.

FRIENDS !
Who is the prettiest ?-my wife
2. Who is the most handsome ?- my wife is handsome too ._.
3. Who is the smartest ?- there's no one smarter than me.
4. Who is the stupidest ?- th one who tricked me into doing this quiz.you know who you are ._.
5. Who is the most popular girl and boy in class ?- obviously th prettier ones ? ._.
6. Who is well-liked by opposite gender ?- i don't even understand your question.
7. Which boy and girl are you closest to ?- girl arhs ...i am close to many lehs.maybe junwen bahs
8. Who is the most hated boy/girl ?- you can't possibly call me to say out ? ._.
9. Who is the most hyper person in class ?- almost th whole class is enthu for godsake .
10. Who makes you laugh a lot ?- erm.everyone makes me laughs.thanks to all (:

finally finished.i am tired toos.i found out you asked many stupid questions ._. gosh .
hope tomorrow can play basketball bahs.

老婆晚安

♥ 7:59 AM

life goes on and on and on ..... i'm happy to be myself .i'm going to meet everyday with a happy note.

♥ 7:28 AM

heys (: today was a fun-filled day for me again ! morning had assembly . chit-chatting with winyew,arhjun,benjamin and kevin.hahas.too free (: den hmm chemistry.what file check.din't even file a thing.teacher too bossy.PE.lols.played with sec4.seriously.they don't even impress me with their ball skills at all ._. its like so medicore really ._. except some are only ok.i think even jianqi is more pro.plus he is quite good with balls :D so PE a sec4 pushed me dunno for what and ok my stupid old injury kneecap bleed like red mountain again.thanks seiyi and shurong for helping me to put gauze.actually i can do it myself,ps (: but still thanks larhs.recess was talking about EPL with atticus,boonjian,chunyong and iskandar.quite fun to talk about.maths was...average today.just felt a little weardown.but i cant allow myself not to do anything.i just stop everything i'm doing and just do my maths.well english i was sent out to do my compo and teacher said i written too long.then chinese.today is de most slack periods of chinese because my chinese compo gets 33/50 :D so can sit down there talk with weihan,zhiwei,kianwee,alan they all.uhs.quite funny talking about jerry's hair.after school ate lunch in school and...yerhs stayed back to wait for boonjian but found out he pon his history class.so i went to th field to play soccer.i can't afford to sit there alone and do nothing.i ran to th field and just run like an idiot all around.tiring but..its better than doing nothing :D scored 2 goals.hahas.dhen after that went home with boonjian and here i'm ! (: guess i may go arcade later :D uhs.dinner time.



我很害怕，非常害怕。我很害怕我又会湖斯乱想。我不想再过那种伤心的日子，我非常想念她，可是我真的不要在想很多了。我真心只想她快乐。如果我没跟她在一起，我知道自己会非常伤心可是我也知道她比较和他朋友在一起。我一个人伤心就好。我不要在感受到那种不纯在的感觉。那种感觉实在很痛苦，所以我要快乐，而不要在湖斯乱想。我真心，爱着她

♥ 4:03 AM

never felt so happy before in arcade.(: keep laughing and laughing and have a hell of a time playing with everyone.mastered half of NOEL today.BLAZBLUE's kinda wonderful.(: jianwee keep saying th characters cheap.well cos he lost mahs.too bad (: he taught me to say that.and dunken was like dam irrating playing a fool today ._. holy.uncle was especially happy today toos.well i know whye cos a rainbow must have came out to bless our heart :D alex,weiliang,boonjian and tszping came arcade today too,not forgetting alvin [: and quite afew of streetfighter and tekken guys.made friends with all of them.got a kind of .. family feeling.very warm...really warm.th warmth i felt is really ... indescrible.really.just make me so happy being with them.and th boonjian suddenly improved so much in soccer ._. got pwned by him.dong* but well still fun playing with him.ohyeah i promised prassana to subb my song in my imeem. :D well well . hahas.

那一条牙膏 在对我傻笑 th toothbrush i'm holding makes me laugh like a silly fool
嘲笑我永远用不掉 its laughing at me
想睡就睡 想闹就闹 when i feel like sleeping,i sleep,when i feel like being noisy
i just be noisy
好快乐少了人唠叨 its very happy as no one nags at me
蓝色的碗盘 多买了一套 i bought another extra blue plate
我忘了没人陪我通宵 but suddenly remember tht there's no one to share it with me
要多少替代的丑角 无辜的陪笑 there's alot of substitution being with me for me to smile
才会让我能真的忘了你的好 but that's almost enough for me to forget you
我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳 i joked around heartily
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好 claiming to everyone that being alone is such a wonderful
thing
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 when everyone left me,i suddeny feel like dieing
我受不了 i really cannot take it
还在搞笑 害怕回家 不知怎么熬i am still joking but i'm actually afraid of going home and
how to spend th-night
这么多年 早就喜欢 有你的撒娇 all these years i am used of having you around
我想我能熬 但是至少要让我知道 i think i can still continue on with life but please let
me
你好不好 know at least whether are you fine.

我们的小狗 食量变好小 th dog we have , suddenly have little appetite
眼神里常常显得无聊 eyes are always filled with boredom now
他习惯睡觉的床位 少了一双脚 the bed th dog used to sleep on have a pair of leg lessed
所以他常常看着门口睡不着 that's why it always look outside th dog , not able to sleep
我在搞笑 借着热闹 掩盖着心跳 i am still joking heartily
边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好 cry and laughing saying how nice it is to be alone
当人群散了 突然觉得我可以死掉 when everyone left , i suddenly felt i can just die
我受不了 i cant take it
我在搞笑 却在最后 眼泪拼命掉 i am joking around but at th end th tears keep dropping
你的离开 失去多少 我计算不了 i cant count how much you leaving me means
忙完了一天 突然觉得又何必辛劳 being busy for a whole day suddenly feel why am i being
so hardworking
对谁炫耀 who can i complain to
还在搞笑 是否拥有 麻痹的疗效 i am still joking , hoping joking can numb my feelings
唱一夜歌 却避不开 催泪的曲调 passing th night with singing many songs but still cant
run away from my feelings
我彻夜胡闹 希望听到有人会提到 i sang th whole night , just hoping that someone will
mention
你好不好 whether you are fine or not


well thats all about th-subs.hope i can really be busier nowadays like maybe fill my days with activities.

i really want to keep myself busy so i won't think about anything anymore.i don't want to be a useless guy . i want to show to everyone i am not just a soft and useless guy i used to be.

♥ 7:48 AM

hmm since its now raining guess that i can't go out ! ): well i was hoping th rain would stop now ): well i went for a walk this morning and i found out that even breathing fresh air can be such a exhilarating experience . thanks dess . i owed big time to you . (:

♥ 10:14 PM

hey to all my squad members,i'm back to npcc,full heartedly this time (: promise you guys i will do my best to keep th gold in npcc.sorry zhengxiong for playing all th time.promise i'll be serious in everything i do now.sorry ruixia for always bullying you.promise i'll be serious lerhs.heys partner , i'm back to pair up with you (: uhhs ains and syariff , your trouble-maker is gone but a trusty old mate is back (: to kevin,choonlong,sekeng and boonjian,i found out its still not late to go back to be committed to npcc as well i have th full set badges still and surgeon (: what makes me decided to be serious?well.i woke up (:

♥ 8:58 AM

在感情上，最伤心的不是她和你分手而是当你眼睁睁的看他走过你像莫生人一样的走过。

在感情上，最伤心的不是看到你的伴陪着别人而是当他在那时候已经把你当成是理所当然了。

痛苦的不是她没陪在身边而是你看这他默默地和别人离开。

男人就好像傀儡一样，

每次都在被女人控制，

世界上他们说没有东西是公平的，

男人做守护天使会累，

可是他们的付出永远都不会被看见，

只能默默守护着他们自己心爱的女人，

慢慢，慢慢，慢慢的在快乐当中把天使给忘了，

一个人自己去找“幸福”这个地方了，

可是虽然每天都依然守护着他的天使也没带走，

一个人，慢慢地走进了别人的心了，

天使非常伤心，

可是他设么也没说的渐渐离开了，

女孩累了，

想找一个人来依靠，

这是才想起了一直往往都在他旁边的男孩，

可惜男孩已经不能再忍受他心里的悲伤和痛苦了。

♥ 3:37 AM

imagine th sky one day drop on th ground . cool (:

♥ 9:13 AM

i cant believe my gastrics came back again after so long ._. today was like hell.especially during lessons.i have never experiencing something so bored to th core.worst of all is th double period POA.i was there counting sheeps.kevin was also going to die.th whole class except winyew is beginning to see stars everywhere.maybe even th teacher is seeing stars.it was hell-like and there was not even breaks.headache.after POA...biology.i can't believe bad things come as a whole.Biology was also very boring.i was hitting my head on th table when everyone was almost falling asleep.ohgod save me from th boredom.BUT SUDDENLY!I SAW A COW FLY PASSED.OHGOSH.i was suddenly so energetic!i saw a cow chasing a pig!BUT no one believed me except my wife..): ohwell.so i decided to spam kianwee.what i say was.PER word/letter per sms.LETS.HAVE.SOME.FUN.COUNTING.NUMBERS.1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.11.12.13.14.15.16.17.18.19.20 WOW.YOU.ARE.GREAT.NOW.LETS.TRY.ALPHABETS.A.B......Z.AMAZING.YOU.DID.GREAT.NOW.LETS.TRY.SPELLING.YOUR.NAME.KIAN.WEE.K.I.A.N.W.E.E GOOD.I.AM.SO.HAPPY.then he was there sulking and nagging at me not to spam him.sorry [: but was so fun.so started to spam almost everyone [: i told anthony i saw a cow flying pass and he was laughing so hard.i told chunyong i saw a cow he was almost going to beat me up.i told royce i saw a cow flying pass and he gave a COLD LAUGHTER ._. i told kevin i saw a cow flying pass he almost died of laughter.i told winyew i saw a cow flying and he was almost out of control.i told jelyn i saw a cow flying pass and she was laughing to.i told huiwen and junwen and they tried believing me but i don't think they really believed me.only my wife say ； 好啦，我相信你 . YAY [: finally someone believe i saw a cow! yipee [: well went to do th NE quiz after school and huiwen was de top in th class..from th btm [: she was so funny :D wellwell.talked with junwen and huiwen till 6.15 and left school with joey and junzhi.well.was half asleep and feeling not right.ecentric i guess for today.wanted to play basketball but..ohwell.gastrics ]: tomorrow shall be th most boring day of all.HEALTHY LIFESTYLE-run happily,CHEMISTRY-go in class,tired from running and listen to her boring rantings,POA-oh cow save me please,BIOLOGY-NOT AGAIN )):,MATHS-save me from this brain attacks.FINALLY.tomorrow playing basketball!!! [: yays :D and yesterday someone said something to me.i hope you consider what you said.i'm serious.

♥ 5:32 AM

just found out i forgotten totally about my dental appointment.nvm.wait for her to chase me bahs.[: today's quite ok.actually everyday is,but today is just alittle exceptionally happier for me [: lessons went on and i went for basketball.quite boring since very little people.and zhenshen went MIA toos.well,well.went home and actually want to go to arcade but got sick looking at th-machine so i decided not to go.nvm my semi-finals also drawing near lerhs.boonjian keep pouring cold water and headlocking me.aren't he dumb? (: arghs ...
既然你们的事情都到了这种地步为何不考录想想你们的所做所为呢？你有没有考录过要或很想逃避这世界呢？

这世界总是那么令人心酸。这是一个不能逃避的事实。做出个决定总是一个不能十全十美的东西。可是如果

不那么做事情就永远不会被解决了。你们都是我非常好的兄弟或姐妹。我知道你们行的。加油。

i know i can do it toos (: lets go {:

Labels: 不能拥有也是一种快乐，说真也不是真的，说是在。

♥ 7:44 AM

today was quite a day.morning we had our seating arrangements changed.but i still sitting beside kevin...with a fan i'm under this time (: POA lesson was so horrible and so boring.i thk i will fail my POA in MYE ): maths was fun like usual :D did 7.1 and 7.2 .i think maths is th only lesson tht th class will really quiet down and do work and ask anything they dunno.uhs nice feeling.recess i was dam angry and chunyong wanted to bash th girl up tomorrow becos th girl is really very guailan.i almost punched her today.something just seemed to hold on to my hand.well.warm feeling but my heart burning at then.History lesson was boring and Biology was worst.after school,i stayed in school and do my homework.dhen went home and found out my mum dint cook ! ._. so i went to my friend's house to cook for myself :D went back home tired.was actually feeling blue today but...not anymore (:

我会珍惜你的，

我再也不在乎我自己了，

应为我已经懂你还有我的心。

我好希望这种感觉可以永远不要消失，

好让我能睡个非常好的晚觉。

Labels: thanks dear (:

♥ 7:49 AM

today was filled with homeworks.well,i ran away from all as usual.today assembly was so freaking bored -.- i have never seen such a boring presentation before.chemistry!TITRATION FOR TH 3RD TIME -.-" 3 wks in a row all titrations.so decided to squeeze soap into it.and well.th solution P was used up so as th smart alek i did something fun again.i put tap water into th bottle ;D ahs i'm so smart (: den th results nid to be transparent liquid so i did something smart again!i open th tap water and let it stay in my tube ;D i have never seen a smarter guy than me (: results arhs.copy from others lorhs ;D PE was so fun.we was running 2.4km.i walked my 1st round and surprisely,i said byebye to yiting who was still behind me although she was running.wow.paced zoey th whole way but she failed 20 secs.sorry zoey ): well recess...lets skip it.dhen we went to maths lessons and mr wee was frusfrated tht none of us knew th simple answer.well i can see no one really bothers.during english we watched mulan.yerhs.mulan is in my dreams.i was sleeping like a pig in a sty at then.sorry mulan ): chinese.man -.- we need to do si han.eh come on la mr du -.- whye we every week need to do 1 compo siah + zhouji.NO.this wk is 2 compo.hell siah.will get bored and feel like crushing th paper one lehs.den after everything sit in th canteen,talked with vanessa and went to play basketball :D well.fun fun fun :D uhhs tired and laid down on my bed flat {:
我发现了我和篮球的时间已经超过了我和她的时间，
也许是她所说的他很累或忙吧。
反正我也无意中成为了一个隐形的人了，
可是我一点也不伤心，
应为我知道到头来大家都在等着我，
而说实在的，
我也真真在她生命中扮演了一个路过人而已。

♥ 7:20 AM

today was my sister's 18th birthday.its was quite ok larhs cos i get to eat dinner before 5.20 [: uhhs then my dad bought alot of food cost about 100+.lols.after eating went back to arcade to play BLAZBLUE.hahas.at 10pm go to ping house and now 11+ i blogging lorhs.hahas [: ahhs tmr school day.sure sian.now eating my sis's cake.hahas.hope tomorrw kevin they all will play basketball [: well ...
wonder how are the girls?
without them together my life in npcc will be futile ):
i will no longer be a happy man ):
so my dear girls please reconcile
so that we can happily go as one to national heritage (:
rites?
i am looking forward to th trip [:

♥ 8:12 AM

basically spend my whole day in arcade today.uncle sms me say got new video game so i go and .... i got hooked again ._. its call BLAZBLUE and it is really very cool.really.kinda like it cos guess tht i got bored with kof although th competition is on.well guess going arcade tomorrow too.ohwell.my A maths worksheet..ayahs.no matter how i do my homework everyone will also doubt me.well,as well i go hone my skills in arcade rather getting doubt.i'm tired of it.

♥ 9:22 AM

ahs.guess i post first bahs before going to slp.today was an overall wonderful day.th sun was shining brightly in th sky blahblahblah.th healthy lifestyle was retarded.th lessons are so freaking boring }: npcc was ... tiring.i was so angry during npcc.i also dun know what happened to me.uhhs i got all th badges already (: chiaos [:

prassana you are my dear partner for life
ain you are my dear brother for life
priya you are my good friend for life
so what brought you guys to this misunderstandings?
you girls thought that your friendship was strong
but it aren't
you girls ran away from it
so as your brother
i decided to bring you girls back all over again
since we have eaten so many hardships together as a whole
i will really wish for you girls to be together again
do it for me , can ?

prassana is already so sad and ain is so angry . gosh . my beautiful ladies don't get angry over misundertanding . lets get it over with , k ? (: in a happy-mood like mine.well.i aren't really that cheerful nowadays as well , sorry ]:

♥ 6:39 AM

wow i kinda love nowadays except for biology or chemistry lessons.uhhs having fun everyday.ohyeah i just saw th youtube video melrose asked me to see and they say th world is ending in 2012!but...ehhs i haven do many things i wish to do lehs!and i'm 18... finally 18 and dey kill my dreams?! ]: so i decided to do things now so i won't regret!hmm HMM H.M.M uhhs! i thought of it !i want to !got quite abit but one is to .... haiz.dun say lerhs!another one is i want to be able to form a team with kevin,choonlong,chunyong and boonjian!dey all say ok liao leh i thk i haven ask choonlong before but he sure say yes de larhs [: another one is to...at least serve army for 1 yr :X dadadas ~ basketball skills improve....stamina increase 3.2km can run in less than 13 mins...and....snore* }:


i say lerhs will have lower chance of happening...cos thats th most important to me.{: tatas

♥ 6:33 AM

ahhs my eyes are falling apart.tired lerhs.play very long in arcade today.quite a number of losses.actually quite alot.wasted $8 ._. haiz.duwan say about anything tht happen these days so...[: hope i can be happy tmr!









我希望能不要在输给我自己的例外以免。我要坚强，不能再像一个不敢面对现实的人，可是谁给我勇气？

♥ 6:54 AM

hmm.wake up with low spirits.i also dunno whye lehs.hahas.maybe mood swing?just suddenly all th-past i have passed..everything just passed my mind like as if i'm brainwashed with my fearful past.i tried my bst to be strong and stand strong but i'm not able to withstand tht long.th-pain i had keep coming,even my brain is trying its besst to keep it away from me.th frightful past keeps haunting me like as if i will never be able to run away from it.th pain just keep coming and coming.i really cant keep it much longer.i'm going to surrender to my pain.or maybe i should be numb towards it.listen to th song.listen to th lyrics.ca click th miscellanous for th lyrics.listen hard.i can feel my pain there.....let me submit to it.



这么久以来我到地着么会那么害怕那感觉，我尽力了。真的。

♥ 8:58 PM

hello everyone [: just came back from npcc (: soooo tired...my right leg burn-ed again...man...): uhhs so school was so-so today again.hahas.lessons were boring as usual.did my chinese compo during silent reading and maths.phews [: my maths really cant make it lerhs larhs.i all dunno siah.haiz.den english was paying attention,but half-sleeping.recess!saw th guy xuehui likes.look gay to me.xD haiz and his girlfriend was sulking.well...that was just a small matter.present only.hahas [: then chem lent chem book from bendann [: uhhs help me pass a hurdle (: den chinese.well it's th presentation and it was sekeng,alan,bilian and jarold that presents.all give high marks.sekeng highest.hahas [: den straight after school rush to npcc and change to full-uniform lerhs...haiz.i guess i need to start scolding or they all stepping over my head lerh larhs! }: i can learn to be fierce too.hahas.den celebrate jingwen's birthday {: went to macs at 7.30 for dinner with xinyi,joeyang,boonjian,ruixia,kiachiyi,syarif and CHINSENG sir.he says tmr marshal i can give out my namecard to pretty girls if i want to show i'm man ._. thats dumb anyway.but...hahas no thanks [: chat-chat-chat and went home with boonjian on 962.ohhs and here i'm [: half-dead.tomorrow still need be marshal lehs.good good can leave class at 1 pm [: wakakaka.ESCAPE [: really tired -.- sec3 life is so different,both in cca and academically.



baby,tomorrow dun run for mass run kkaes?i'm really worried about you...}: you are so important to me lehhs..hahas {:

♥ 5:51 AM

hahas today is a happy day [: lessons were boring everyday but at least i put in th effort to listen to mr wee's lessons [: uhhs recess was boring cos i dint get a chance to see her as she has syf.man ._. worst recess....den double humanties was damn funny.we have 45 mins of boring lesson and went to th com lab.jonathan,munho and jingkai copied mrs seng pic and enlarge and put it beside a orang utan's picture.damn funny.almost no difference.[: den bio hmm went practical with seiyi,shurong and annie.well,annie seems abit different.hahs [: after tht its napfa.i first time for standing broad jump like flying lehhs [: 22x cm.hahas.[: but i hurt my leg very badly hmm...like redhill located in my right leg.bleeding badly [: lucky got yishen to help me cleanse my wound {: and zhenshen spammed antisetic on my wound ._. well thanks too.[: den hmm although my injnury i still go do all stations.i am so determined to get gold at tht time cos...next year nid do pull-ups lerhs.sure cant gold de.so i go for this year.i did 5x inclines in 1 min but well...something bad happened [: ahhs my fault my fault [: den sit and reach i easily got a 40 without stretching but my leg straight away muscle cramp ]: den situp i got stomach cramp oo.bad day lehhs.so suey de ]: den my first try for shuttle run 11++ s i was like dam angry.wth cant be my leg injured i wil deproved 2s wad!so i go for second time.my leg at tht time bleeding quite bad lerhs.alot of blood.can feel my bone but ... still got 10.2s..well quite good for a limb guy [: i guess...so after tht went for basketball with joey,sekeng,chunyong,vanessa,kianwee,zhenshen,anthony,and th hui-jun twins.lols.[: quite badly injured at tht time but still played on.uhhs hahas.now my leg quite bad lerhs.oo.blood keep coming out i using gauze to stop it.wonder tmr npcc how but..i guess its worth for my gold for napfa this year.so overall i am still so happy![:


baby,its ok to get silver.i'm happy for you.its just a bonus on whether what you get.in th end,th real thing you will get for this whole event is th experience and th hardwork you have put in for your syf competition.i'm so proud to have a dear like you {:

♥ 6:03 AM

now in th middle of history lessons [: my laopo goes for syf..well dint want to sms her...scared she performing and i sms her [: hahas.well.she can do it de larhs.hahas.

♥ 10:09 PM

today was a fun day.excluding th part tht mr du called my mum ._. aiyahs he also not unreasonable my mum also not hahas [: after school went basketball-ing with kevin,chunyong,choonlong,boonjian.kianwee,woonkian,sekeng and royce.royce was th looker ._. well my ball skills improved quite abit if this continues on i thk maybe i can help my class for basketball on th re-sports carnival.thats my aim [: geez.i believe i can do it (: and...tmr baby go for syf lerhs.i know she can get gold with honour for th band de larhs.she says no i kill her [: ahhs.iloveher (:

♥ 4:52 AM

somehow life isn't right.it isn't right really.i really well,miss her alot ]: today is competition final.well something went wrong but still.i and darrly won.thks alot bro.u did so much for me these 2 days.and what was i doing?nothing but losing matches after matches.without u making me realise i'm still of some use yerhs..i promise you i will do my best for th final against serangoon,k? (:




i really love you lots.may time guide me back to th right path...[:

♥ 6:56 AM

hmm everyone.today is an average day...morning wake up with gastrics again..den went for tution...den..went to arcade...boonjian peii me whole day..darrly,weikiat was also there with me too...sorry darrly..i dint mean it.i really cant control my emotions.spare me afew days?well,i got back to th world league at least rite?i will...try my best...i will.












miss you lots.

Labels: sleepless nights .

♥ 8:30 AM

today was th best day of this year to me.we had 2.4km run this morning as its healthy lifestyle.ran with huiwen and junwen.thks [: den hmm chem lesson we have tests...still quite ok.will buck up in studies.hahas.den poa ahhs sian my group only get 100 points ._. cos we bet too high.LOLL.th winner is winyew group.obvious.he poa expert lehs.then my bio tchr no come so did th work like usual?th ten year series.hahas.then its recesss.best recess.[: i go play soccer with every other guys from other class.dam fun.qihua ppl also flying their pet rocket.we running around field th pet rocket will fall anywhere hahas.dam cute.then martin every kick will also over.[: must be thinking of stephanie arhs mart? [: uhhs den jonathan scores 2 goals.usual and renjie scores one.hahs end is 3-1 hahas.fun.den went going back class saw vanessa.hahas.walk up with her.maths lessons.i got pay attention and do my work.chernchow good teacher lehs [: he teach me.hahas.then npcc.i was tired already by then cos i run 2.4km still play soccer.den i need to wear my full-uniform to take th squad with boonjian for th annual parade ppl.dey were really cute sec2 larhs[: all my babies lehs.hahas.was teasing hazirah whole way cos she keeps looking all around.jonathan was also disiaoing me ._. joke with them quite long till i and boonjian decided to be serious.well they never did get serious.farah's hips was injured but she endured through th training.[: brave girl.hahas.then dismissal parade that time i can feel i going faint liaos.no water + cant sit down must stand for like 4 hrs under dam hot sun?hahas.but i still can larhs.wanted to play basketball but it was taken by th basketball girls so haiz.hahas.[: ohyahs.boonjian challenged me to a all-rounder arcade spar.hahas.12 different games.hahas.come lorhs [: arcade my homeground lehs.hahas.[: haiz.i promoted dunno how long ago lerhs still nid wear my lance coporal walk around.hahas.screwed kevin th whole day.nigel screwed him up too.choonlong and sekeng was slacking.uhhs.[: xinyi was busy running about like baka.cute(: hahas.den jingwen as usual scolding me again.haiz.let things go [: rahayu looked stressed.kuokwei owed th squad 50 pumping as he thks his tent is btr den sec2 but it is worse.hahas.go my babies [: i beginning to love npcc back lerhs.my passion back lerhs [:

THANKS TO:

Joey:everyday also accompany me and hahas cheer me ups and talk me around.love u la twin [: ohya! every morning also ride me to school.you rox lahs [:
Junzhi:cheer me up too [: wakaka good bros forever [:
huiwen:cheer me up and xinku ni lerhs [: nid peii me run today for 2.4km [: dragged u down with me ;D
junwen:thks to you too.i know you tried ur best to talk me around but hahas [; xinku ni lerhs.
vannessa:i know you want me to find th old-me back but..hahas.its impossible lerhs [:
darrly:peii me everyday go arcade give me a good fight [: my bro indeed.
nigel:bother to cheer me up and hahas i love you too larhs bro [:
zhenshen:hahas u yourself bothered also come to me and play basketball with me [:
chunyong:counsel me uhhs?hahas.i great counsellor lerhs.i great with life lahs [: love you larhs bro (:
xiangxun:uhhs th old me is not coming back.but rest assured our brothership will never be affected.geez. (:
ain:lend me a shoulder to lean on [:
choonlong:always trust me and share your problems with me [: love you bro (:
jelyn:always teach me how to do things and cheer me up [: brother (:
chernchow:i so emo u still able to teach me maths [: xinku ni lerhs (:
yainyi:always lend me your things [: i sad u also still lend me ur stuffs and put up with me [: hahas.

yupps thts all.[: love all of them.hahas.(:


if i never trusted you,i would not have love you that deep.

♥ 4:18 AM

haiz.since you rather be with your frens den me i find no reason to stop u from going with your friends.maybe ur love for me isn't real love like you think bahs.hahas.i will respect your decisions bahs...i really really...dam sad...that i'm this not important to you.really.but i guess u gave up on me lerhs.

♥ 4:35 AM

today is both fun and sad day for me.although it's boring in class but at least i have yainyi,christine and kevin with me and th other classmates like jelyn and richard den class not bored liaos.still got martin and samuel [: uhhs.chemistry first tie ytd do homework and tchr says she cant find..haiz.i not fated to do homework i guess.after school,go to th npcc room for meeting and practised on what to do on stage.[: after tht,i went to play basketball with benjamin 3/7,boonjian,kevin,chunyong,sekeng,nigel and zhenshen.play 2 proper matches and lost both as zhenshen keep at th last minute score 3-point throw to end th both games.hahas.many of us get injured like usual.uhhs.sure its fun [: how i wish everyday can play with everyone but well,we are all equally busy.[:


well..i'm sad cos ... personal reason ]: but its ok.i really hope and believe.uhhs.

i guess i'm realy not important in her life at all.without me,her life still can go on [: so,suan lerhs.i'm going play basketball everyday toos.i thk thts btr i guess.i dun want to thk about it anymore or be affected by it.

Labels: all th best (:

♥ 3:15 AM