time passes really suddenly fast.
its has been 6 years since th incident.
i still cant forget that moment.
i know you are beside me.
i haven't seen you for 6 years.
but i know you have always been at my side.
i still held our promise 6 years ago.
although i am still small at that time.
that dosen't give me an escuse not to hold on to my promise.
i wonder how are you living in th other world.
....
today school is ok.
chemistry paper is terrible.
today is physics paper so i went to th library.
slacked there as usual and draw afew random minions
tomorrow is Amaths.
lolls.
nevermind larhs i try ..
after school...
talk alot things with bro.
idk why.
i really don't know.
it must have been we have been together and went through so much things together ,
till i can now easily feel how you are feeling.
th feelings in you is terrible.
it reminds me of th past.
the past that i would never want to go back.
you told me to treasure everything i had now.
i will rather lose everything den to lose something.
i find out we are from th same blood.
we are willing to go against th world just for th thing we love.
but why do guys with this kind of blood always suffer so much from young?
i dont know.
we had all went pass through so much in primary school.
its th same even in secoondary school.
th pain and agony that we had experienced.
i hope it will all be over soon .
i know you just had a simple wish ,
just like i do .
i know you are bleeding in your heart ,
i know you are sad deep in you.
so do i.
i feel a monster lurking deep in my heart.
been there ever since i started to become quiet.
at times i really don't feel like talking.
don't feel like seeing.
don't feel like thinking about anything.
just like you ,
that leds us to being brothers .
bro ,
you will let me down if you give up .
i will be your pillar you can lie on if you ever fall .
since you gently carried me ever since th past knocked me down .
and bring me to hope .
i will do th same .
i can't be sure of certain things ..
th way i talk is not motivating or anything.
but just come from th real feelings of my heart .
work hard .
i know we can overcome th demons in our hearts together .
right ?
i know its painful .
i know .
i really know.
but ..
if we never do it ..
we can never get rid of our sadness .
that leds us to become brothers of eternal hell .
hmm you know what i'm saying , bro.
i'll help you rise back to your feet .
ohmy .
dear ,
you are always in my heart .
kaichong.
