[day 3]
ohno its late.
not really.
i am just beat after a whole day.
today my great grandmother is cremated..
and i am in school for NDP ..
does that makes me a sinner ?
i'm sorry ,
but all is useless now,
i cant reverse time.
but i need to carry on life,
my mum cried quite badly,
which makes my heart really heavy,
really can't concentrate during lessons whenever,
i thought of her face filled with tears .
i would use my hands to wipe it off for her ,
and tell her not to cry ,
it isn't anyone's fault ,
my greatgrandmother's getting old...
argh..
i am really getting to tired. D:
school was alright .
morning i did silent reading .
hard to find articles of pollution
but managed to find one with the help of iskandar.
after silent reading is maths.
was really tired because of yesterday ..
but i braced on ,
i tried to listen ..
kinda flunkked in my trigo .
made me more tired .
after maths is chemistry ..
and titration again ..
haiz ..
got the bes titration results quite far from ms wong ..
dosen't matter really too .
i don't know why i feel that way too .
recess i just sat there .
blank-minded .
staring into space .
drew what i wanted to draw .
POA next ...
too boring ..
then its chinese .
i forgot to bring my whole chinese worksheets and file
teacher let me off ..
not even 5 mins after school ..
i got pulled to NDP parade ..
marched quite abit and they called it a day.
heard from others that on wednesday when i'm in funeral ..
the GOH contigent was treated like dogs..
haiz .
Drawing can really show what's a mind is thinking .
i really love drawing different hairstyles.
drawing can help me ease time too .
and can help in not letting me fall asleep .
but still .
i'm tired .
hahas .
i'll try .
i will ..
to stay awake .
my heart's always there for you ,
no matter when my physical is beside you or not .
i'll never stop being there for you ,
neither will i go away ,
i'm sorry if i make you feel angry or sad sometimes .
but ,
iloveyou ♥
