... i shall do my english online blogging on my blog bahs .
Day 1 -
today is a quite a bad day.i woke up late as i slept late.then at 7pm there is a meeting for npcc secondary 3 to go but i didn't attend.i was too tired then.i really couldn't wake up.everyday also has a bad headache.School was as boring as usual.PE wasn't any fun.i couldn't laugh like normal although i wanted too.English was quite alright.Recess i went to play basketball.i don't know but sweat quite alot.Lessons after recess are chemistry,Maths and Biology.We did chemistry speed tests.Maths we covered 7.5 on Cosin.Biology we did the food practical that tests whether different types of food include different types of things like protein and so on.after school,i sit down in the school canteen for awhile.played basketball at around 4pm.was really tired than but...nevermind i just go on bahs.played for quite long like till 8pm plus.i was sitting 962 back home when i found out i am really very tired already.When i reached home,i used computer which is quite obvious and i watched youtube because i don't feel like playing any games.
i'm really on quite a loss i think .
sometimes i don't know what i'm thinking either .
in the past its been like that .
the current me it still remains in me.
who am i and what have i been doing all this while.
sometimes,
i really hoped that once i sleep ,
i will never wake up anymore.
i don't belong to this world anymore.
what's wrong with me for people just joking with me,
why do i get so hot-tempered.
why am i doing all this.
i don't know.
i don't know what am i leading my life for .
what's so good about having everyone with me,
what's so bad about having everyone with me.
damn .
it seriously is irony enough.
i love you ,
i do ,
since you said i didn't treasure you ,
let me treasure you now .
once , a fish told the sea ; " You can't feel my tears when i am crying because you dont understand me ."
The sea told the fish ;"i can , because you have always been in my heart".
yeah thats all .
