what should i say about what you say ?
you wrote so long but i only got so little to say .
i'm sorry ,
i say those things ,
because ...
i only don't want to hurt you ,
but since you felt so hurt ...
maybe i say too much at times i know i know ..
but ...
sincerely .
from th bottom of my heart ;
i love you .
i do .
i know you had a hard time ,
i know you are a good girl ,
i know i aren't that good either ,
i know i aren't a perfect guy ,
but what i only wanted is you to happy ,
many people say i'm heartless when i am angry or sad ,
but no one knows that i am still caring alot about you even then ,
i appears to not see anything and be oblivious ,
but actually i know more that you actually do ,
i know i was hurt you with words ,
i know i know it could be hurting sometimes ,
but i am really always there for you i swear ,
i aren't joking this time ,
i seriously will be there for you ,
no matter what i'm doing .
no matter how important things are to me ,
even during th midst of my competition ,
i would give up everything ,
just for you .
i meant every word i said .
i really love you alot .
just that .
i am really fretting out lots of things ,
i promise not to hurt you anymore ,
dont like this anymore kkaes ?
i admit i'm at fault .
i do i do .
i don't care what others say about me ,
as a bad friend or whatever ,
as long i have you with me .
i always seemed to be far away from you ,
but actually my heart and soul have always been beside you .
maybe i said too much ,
maybe you cant believe i am such a person ,
but its ok .
i'll listen to you no matter what .
no matter what you choose to do .
i'm sorry , my dear girl .
iloveyou .
really .
i don't know what is up with me to hurt you either ...
really ...
man ....
forgive me , dumb ):
you know ..
i really feel guilty .
thats why i din't talk to you just now ...
):
don't go k ?
i plead you this time D:
you meant th world to me ..
