ohwell , guess i am fated to go to STC tomorrow with everyone . i don't know why , but i prefer staring into space more than going on an adventure nowadays . maybe all my active cells are dead . i just want to .. sit in a corner , feel th wind and have a good sleep . thats all i wished for .

well well everyone has problems and problems never stop occurring . 85% of your life is filled with problems.10% are filled with waiting for others and boredom whereas 5% includes your happy moments , nope maybe lesser (:

hahs since everyone has problems filled in their lives...why not everyone move together as one to solve th problem and need to eliminate each other to get their own goal ? i know everyone's waiting for me on th road . suddenly , th old song of choonlong's blog is good .

I don't want to miss a thing - aerosmith

have been listenining to this song again and again . its true actually . i don't want to miss anything in my life too . i want a fun-filled life , but everyone has their own darkness in their heart . how to expel it ? everyone has a unique and different way of expelling it . me ? i don't know . i am still on th road in finding . STC , i got no choice but to go along with you .

help me find back my courage and positiveness can ?
i don't want to rely on my 6th sense on everything .
my dreams don't come true always .
goodnights .
hope my brothers are sleeping well now .
i love all of them .
yeahs .

♥ 9:39 AM