hmm been long since i post.many things had happened from my last post to now.man.it has been how many days.but still ! many things ... th BIG npcc secret was discovered , my results , my title defence , problems here and there with friendships , fevers , dislocated and sprained hand , problems about almost everything , npcc ... school almost everything part in my life has a problem to it . well ... tired after so many things that just pass soon.but still.hope to still be able to be myself and not someone i tried to be-there's no need to do things for others,human beings are supposed to be self-centred . i'm me and no one could be me . no one including you , you know who you are . you can't mimic my skills well . you can't talk like me , although you are good , i admit . a real pro is one who don't rely on anyone . i don't rely on cheating money from girls . i don't rely on others to improve myself . i don't suck myself up to other people to bring my skills to a higher level . i on believe myself . someone who gets something out from others , real pathetic . even in studies seriously , you don't even have money to pay for your own school fees. thats pathetic . i could work even with one hand down . i could work for others even with one calf injured . i don't rely on girls to get my money , never am i a swindler or a girl-dependent dog like you . i am happy with my friends and i don't suck up to anyone unlike you . you can never be th king . you aren't th calibre . if you don't even understand th true meaning of being independent . thats sad . i couldn't help you.but its ok for me , as human only care about themselves at th end.nothing is real in life . except life skills you carry along with you . enough man . you have been adding so much rubbish in my life . you are so desperate to th extent you try to snatch someone important to me ? oh . i would just have beat you down with just one hand , reliant pest.seriously , you just wasted 4 minutes of my life.you don't deserve it , you never do.
i will give up everything to get it back.

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