hmm.wake up with low spirits.i also dunno whye lehs.hahas.maybe mood swing?just suddenly all th-past i have passed..everything just passed my mind like as if i'm brainwashed with my fearful past.i tried my bst to be strong and stand strong but i'm not able to withstand tht long.th-pain i had keep coming,even my brain is trying its besst to keep it away from me.th frightful past keeps haunting me like as if i will never be able to run away from it.th pain just keep coming and coming.i really cant keep it much longer.i'm going to surrender to my pain.or maybe i should be numb towards it.listen to th song.listen to th lyrics.ca click th miscellanous for th lyrics.listen hard.i can feel my pain there.....let me submit to it.



这么久以来我到地着么会那么害怕那感觉，我尽力了。真的。

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