heys (: today was a fun-filled day for me again ! morning had assembly . chit-chatting with winyew,arhjun,benjamin and kevin.hahas.too free (: den hmm chemistry.what file check.din't even file a thing.teacher too bossy.PE.lols.played with sec4.seriously.they don't even impress me with their ball skills at all ._. its like so medicore really ._. except some are only ok.i think even jianqi is more pro.plus he is quite good with balls :D so PE a sec4 pushed me dunno for what and ok my stupid old injury kneecap bleed like red mountain again.thanks seiyi and shurong for helping me to put gauze.actually i can do it myself,ps (: but still thanks larhs.recess was talking about EPL with atticus,boonjian,chunyong and iskandar.quite fun to talk about.maths was...average today.just felt a little weardown.but i cant allow myself not to do anything.i just stop everything i'm doing and just do my maths.well english i was sent out to do my compo and teacher said i written too long.then chinese.today is de most slack periods of chinese because my chinese compo gets 33/50 :D so can sit down there talk with weihan,zhiwei,kianwee,alan they all.uhs.quite funny talking about jerry's hair.after school ate lunch in school and...yerhs stayed back to wait for boonjian but found out he pon his history class.so i went to th field to play soccer.i can't afford to sit there alone and do nothing.i ran to th field and just run like an idiot all around.tiring but..its better than doing nothing :D scored 2 goals.hahas.dhen after that went home with boonjian and here i'm ! (: guess i may go arcade later :D uhs.dinner time.



我很害怕，非常害怕。我很害怕我又会湖斯乱想。我不想再过那种伤心的日子，我非常想念她，可是我真的不要在想很多了。我真心只想她快乐。如果我没跟她在一起，我知道自己会非常伤心可是我也知道她比较和他朋友在一起。我一个人伤心就好。我不要在感受到那种不纯在的感觉。那种感觉实在很痛苦，所以我要快乐，而不要在湖斯乱想。我真心，爱着她

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