today i went to play basketball with others {: ahhs ahhs fun day...den at night i went to th arcade to wait for weiliang...hmm weiliang and amelia ehhs?(: hahas i will escuse myself next time,sorry {: then went ping house at 10pm to have my dinner.uhhs...i am going pack my bag now...my bag for my camp tmr...i..dun feel like going to it..but i know i got responsibilities...but...something is holding back.i know its only 2 days but...seriously...i really.....hmm.hahas D: stupid np.. }:

ahahs!i realised something when i saw amelia and weiliang hitting each other in th-arcade.hahas.i found happiness is really smth simple.th smiles on their face are so big.hahas.i envy de lehhs...}: geez.uhhs thts not th point!i went off-tracked again :D happiness based..hmm..i really hope to see her smile..if rather i would have pass all i have passed to make her smile again i would.i am thinking how foolish thking is winning something important will rather what i really win for.is there something i can get in winning?something i can really learn.nahs.i would rather lose..but..its all for her.i just wanted to show everyone i am not a good-for-nothing and i will do my best in my games although ppl would say its waste of time.but it aren't.not computer games those but..my team that has passed lots with me these few years.well.they have been with me for every emotions i have ever crossed..but..ITS all because of that i wants to protect th things dear and important to me...really really emotional.hahas.a game tht helps me pass all my emotional stages and really i have so many friends there with me.having a tatoo or smoking dosent show a guy's badness definetly.so what.who dosen't have one's own dark side.even i have one.so what if i was once an bad-egg...it dosen't matter.i have to protect my team through th competition i promised...ahh well...i..want to protect her smile..forever.i want to keep her smile in my mind.forever too.maybe thts my reason for trying to protect everything dear to me.iloveher,forever..its true.{:

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