iie tread on dhe edge of hopelessness.if ii smile uuer smile faintly comes to my mind.dhe evening sea that hab both of us frolicked during the setting sun we embracedd.dhe touch of tranquiil normalcy is wad happiness is.Even if ii am hit by rain,even if i am blown by the wind,even there if ii am badly hurt there's a love ii would want to protect.Its ok because ii will always be by uuer side.No matter hw fart apart we are uue will be always living in my heart.Even if i go against fate or even ii hab to go through and cross long lengths of time.Even if ii'm lost dere will be a place ii want get back to.even in this vast place ii will never ever want to let go uuer hand that holds my heart to a halt....hahs...guess ii am crazy after all writing such stuffs...there's really nth ii can do to stop time...

♥ 4:18 AM

Oh, my love, my darling.

i hungered for your love

touch along lonely times.

Time go by so slowly

and time can do so much

Are you still mine?

God speed your love to me.

Lonely rivers flow

Lonely rivers sigh,

i am still here,

you can lean on me,

I'll be coming home, wait for me.

♥ 3:02 AM

hahas . finally today can post :D . hollies are really boring . just went to SANA course in sengkang ytd . :D dey toking about drugs and everything . well . they were really awesome in fact :D dhen .... ii tmr still hab campcraft tests . dun intend to pass it ... :x ii thk ii wan join library ;x lols . idk lehhs . still feel kinda lost .. but .. hahas ... kinda adapting to days without her ... cos thts goin happen anw so ... hmm ... kinda used to being alone :D yawns .

♥ 12:17 AM

its been long ii have talk to uue properly ;x maybe wen ii pluck my courage and call ii wouldnt miss uue tht much ;D haiz . 1 days since dhe sepearation of the class . i still really missed everyone so badly ... ii really very sad tht we goin on our ways ... even ... bendann also going lerhs . hw's my life goin continue with her and everyone . idk too . 1 step at a time maybe ... suddenly feel kinda lonely sometimes wen ii am alone ... ;x felt tht no one is beside me and ii'm all alone agn ... T.T ...

since so long .... another chapter of my life ended . usually wen my life chapter's over i will be happy tht i grown older . but ii felt pain and reluctance this time.first love is always hard to forget.hw true is tht.uue made me grown so grown-up and uue are like my everything . imagine someone so important taught uue something so important and just left without saying goodbye D; haiz . maybe thts life . uue taught me hw to love and care for others . how amazinq is that even my heart listens to uue more dhen my heart listens to me . but all is going end now and i am really badd bout it . how i wish time stopped . even if i become uuer maid or dog ii am willing ;x ii just wanted uue to beside me . for a second , a minute or an hr . no matter hw short dhe time is , is just something more important dhen health or money to be just beside uue . how i wish we can go back to the us 2 yrs ago and know each other all over again . really wish ii haben grown from dhen to now . uue taught me to see things clearly . uue arent bossy to me , uue arent fierce to me ike other qurls . uue were so sweet and caring..yet shye . uue hab a horny side . but uue are still a 101% qurl to me compared to any pretty qurls in street . although uue dun look pretty or anything but uuer heart is so sweet. hw cool are uue to compare with other qurls to me . bendann , no matter wad happens in the past uue would be dere for me . whye wen ii realised tht uue hab been supporting me secretly behind and ii couldnt do a thing for uue . ii wanted do things for uue and make uue happy . i just wanted uue to hab a happy and relaxed life . ii wanted to be dhe one behind uue supporting uue like uue did . but wen ii hab such thoughts we are separated by a cruel thing named time . hw i wish time would help me...D; even if ii emoted to normal tech ii just wanted to be with uue . its tht simple . no matter wad others hab other views on uue i dun care . ii just wanted to be beside uue ... carin and taking care of uue ... no matter wad uue are ....even if uue are disabled..i will be dhe first to offer to take care of uue .... man ... ii really cant forget uue .. can time heal my wounds ? ii duwan to forget uue even .... but whye time plyed such a harsh joke on me ? all dhe problems we faced together .... hw i wish we were back into time wen we are so happy together and not now we hab to face dhe fate of time .... bendann ... no matter wad happen in the future ... hw many qurls ii faced and passed by ... ii wouldnt forget uue ... only uue is enough to feel my heart with loves . thx bendann for everything uue done for me in dhe past 2 yrs.thx.ii am really touched seriously...ii feel like crying wen ii tot bout my chances of separating with uue...but ....ii guess thts wad ii am goin face soon...in time...but still ... ii will still love uue like now and in dhe past too ... maybe ... uue will find uuer other half in uuer new class bahhs ... but its ok...ii just duwan uue to forget me....its really dat simple...ily <3

♥ 9:34 AM

today is dhe last day of school . ii really love 2/6e lots ... ii miss everyone espeically ... nbm ... i am so happy to be in 2/6.rmbr dhe days when we first met ... everyone dunno ea other and dere is no bond at all and ii cant believe ii miss everyone so much just after 1 day we went on our own journeys in our life . guess dat marks a chapter in my life and i am happy to hab dhe bad memories and good memories of dhe class . ii will rmbr everyone forever . ii really learnt alot in my days in 2/6e.i learn to cherish,learn to make new frens even in a place whr uue noes no one and so on so forth,make lots of nice brothers,found a bendann to take care of ;D , seen different types of ppl and characters and hw life works and wad love is and dhe bendann hu is dere 24 hrs 7 wks 365 days wenever ii got problems and will be dere for me ... though she dun say a thing ii noe she is dere ;D ... thks for everything guys....i dunno whye but ... man ... really miss uue all ! ;x can everyone give me a hug in dhe chalet?ii wan everyone to try uuer best to go kkaes?ii really hope to see everyone dere .... ii scared ii will cry agn on tht day >< really miss all of uue >< .... even kianwee dhe one who always guailan me ii also start to miss him lerhs ... ii really learn something important in my life in 2/6.cherish wad uue hab now and not regret wen uue lost all.kevin , chunyong and all are my blood veins.ii play with dem everyday and we fight and yerh blah blah and although this happens,we are really close bonding frens.sekeng kiwi felix royce junzhi xiangxun syarif syakir antony and even waijie and waikeong ! i miss all of them...even the gurls in dhe class dhe clique and dhe dunno wad WHATX group or smth like tht -.- from 3 different groups of ppl we merge into 1 and form 2/6...i guess tht's really remarkable ... hahs ... miss winnie lots too ... yushan xinkai dey all ... especially ariel and melrose ! dey are so noisy and irratating but ii really feel empty without them playing ... without the clique joey jieen serene peiyi yuxuan ii also feel empty too ! still got peixuan erin sathia sherinya preethika and lots ii miss all of them !

ii couldnt bear to let uue go ...am ii selfish ? ii just wanted uue to lean on me and ii wanted to be someone who can protect uue ... but .. guess well ... maybe we will lose contact ... and iie ... dunno wad to say .. ii really miss uue alot ... today ... wen ... uue gone ... and ii sit in dhe canteen with everyone .... ii really felt lost ... and ....ii really dunno wad to do next and what to do and what ii should do ....man ... ii really cant take it wen....we are going be seperated...for 2 yrs ... we hab been from enemies to frens and even more . so many things hab made us become more mature .. although we rarely talk in class but still ... to me uue are still dhe dearest and closest to me no matter hw many ppl i talk to , fool around with , any gurls or anything . uue hab always been in my mind now and dhen ...uue are my pillar of strength but if uue really going dhen its still ok ... ii try my best to stand by my own like a man and not a boy in everyone's eyes who only noes hw to play and play the whole day . ii noe uue will be etched in my mind forever for life ii will rmbr uue .... for life .... bendannn ... its still quite unbelievable ii will be with uue though...hahs...still rmbr dhe past uue called me to shutup...really hate uue dhen....and still many hurtful things to me ;x but still . times change and ii am really happy dhe way we are now but still ii still noe since there is a beginning , at the end dere is always a ending . but still . i hab a really simple wish ... ii just wished tht uue could rmbr me and loved me like the way uue do in dhe next yrs too .... ii noe ii wouldnt like anyone else or so ever since uue stand beside for me wen ii am in my dark moods ...uue stood by me and embrace me ... ii am really touched tht period of time but ii really dint noe wad to do...though we may not be like other pairs who do many things and others but ii am still very happy to hab uue beside me . uue motivated me to study for uue in the exams and ii noe without uue dhere wouldnt be me even if dere is dhe best tutor or tchr and even if dey teach me for a long time it wouldnt be more dhen enough for just a "jiayous" from uue ...thanks for everything uue gave me although uue will still shye though ;D dhe happy , sad , bad , fun memories ii hab with uue will be always kept with me for life ... ;D bendann . i love uue <3

♥ 8:53 AM

using laptop now . got really bored ... i am really so tired lerhs ...... can someone save me ? ):



<3 her . veron . sleeping . eating . daydreaming . yugioh . HER ;DDDDD . lols -.-

♥ 9:41 AM

... today ii goin post agn ... to say some things ... ): erhs .... if ... we really go different class ... iie ... uhhs ...... ii noe we will part dhe .. dhen ... iie .... nbm bout me ... uue go to dhe gd classes bahhs . just ... iie hope ... uue dun forgot wo .... cos iie noe ii will rmbr uue for life dhe iie .... iie ... i dunno wad to say .... iie ... thks for giving me such a happy time with uue although we dint really get together like others .... but ii noe ... we are close ... thts whye ii feel .... so wierd and sad .... like iie .... iie ... iie... really scared uue will go for gd lerhs .... we wun contact after sec3 if we diff class lerhs rites ? iie ... >< darn .... idk larhs ! ): if tht day comes ... iie really really hope ....... uue wun forgot wo .... not for a wk , month and a few days ...but forever...cos ii noe uue will be in wo dhe mind dhe....ii noe its hard to forget uue .... although ii noe ii might not be strong enough to take it ... but ... i will do it ... i will .... yes ..... * cry

ii love uue .... ):

♥ 8:58 AM

its 1.13pm now and yeahhhs 2.30 ii am goin for badminton !! (: sooohappy ;DDDD dhen tmr goin movies ~~ ((: yiippeee . ;D dhen weds and thursday emo ._. ... haiz ....blleeaaahh . ytd midnight . cy let me here some funny things from youtube (: and he linkk me to more li jiu zhe's nice song ... wow dey are really nice.a korean singing a chinese song so zaii ... first time ii say ppl singing zai siol ...super nice ...almost incredible >< ii love him sooo much!(: hu can sing till like him arhs ii will love him/her double arhs ! ((:



<3 eating sleeping bendann veron lijiuzhe (((:

♥ 10:13 PM

man ... i am bored to hell so ii come to post ;D oh yeahhs today ii went to an eating galore ;DD oh man!everything dere was simply sooooo sweeeeet (: nice and nice and ii eat and eat ;D ii like 1 wk nvr eat like tht keep eating (: LOL . so awesome all freebies ii from morning stay dere till nites ;DD hope everyday got such galore dhen every day eat freebies ! (: haiz . soooo sweeettttt (: simply unforgettable ! ii cant forget dhe taste ! (: mann ... surely would love anyone who cook such nice things for me ! ((:


<3 sleeping eating veron bendann

♥ 10:15 AM

hello everyone ;D . so long bo post liao worhs ;x today and ytd both same thing happen.zhuowei come my house and ply maple and yugioh dhen go liang liang house ply yugioh with esmond , pingping and zhuowei . include liang ._. dhen sibei sian la holiday.kns days lehhs.oh ya.still got smth.fk uue la dog kianwee.uue wan tio me sibo?diao _l_ uue xialan sibo?kns -.- nid me hoot uue dhen uue diam diam arhs?piang ehs.kianwee fking dog larhs ;X . so long bo scold liaos.kns.ehs dog kiwi uue wan play business dua dua limbei ga li seng ._. tmd . sibei dulan . hmm . ):





bendann arhs ... ily ;DD

<3 sleeping bendann veron <3

♥ 10:40 AM

hello everyone!aishite imasu kc so much^^..he bendan but rili cute...tat y i LOVE to bully him>.<





veron :D

♥ 5:31 AM

today is hari raya (: ... and benben dhe veron go around ppl's house visitng her frens .. (: today siian day ... i wanted to study ! ): but wth maple tempt me with x2 event siah ! plus ii hab 1 day x2 so i played whole day ... iie thk my science cant make it lerhs >< x4 leh ... hard resist ): ...aiyohhs >< dhen iie now tired lerh luhhs ... duwan post . wakaka (:


<3 bendannnn veroooonnn sleepping (:

♥ 6:59 AM