bleh.mii mum almost ok lerh.but if she worrie more bout anythin her stomach area will start to pain again.dots.i dunno hw to dun make her worry for miie.haiz.i sux in relationships larhx.i now i also dunno wad to do liao.someone's waiting for mii and i dunno hw to say to sy.plus she so long also nvr contact mii lerh...haiz.is she dead?or its mii heart dat is dead?i dunno myself too.goin meet xinyi,boon jian and jing wen to book e bbq pit later.wad should i do later wen i see "her".i dunno?dots...tired luuhhh.mii dit 75% lerh la.so sian.gettin harder train.nid a-cash lyk siao.dots.
sian.tot bout mii probs dun feel lyk toking bout maple or rakion.sian.mii heart dam heavy again.i goin to make a decsion that changes mii life again....i goin to be a fu xin han or not?i always say i dun lyk little gurl and blah blah jus kidding er yii la...she means alot to mi larh of cos...but i dunno la....mii heart also give up in her lerh...she so long nvr contact miie lerh...is she goin to do wad winnie did 1yr ago?mii time is running up lerh...if she realli does tht den i thk i goin to fall for the "her" waiting for miie.i dunno.mii heart beginning 2 change.psps to everyone if one day i realli become a fu xin han..i dun mean.sorrie ppl.i dint wan it.
miss her....realli realli alot.....but whrs she?
mii heart died 2 days ago....
*snore*....

♥ 10:26 PM

Time is really running out for mii.i am really stressed.mii mum body is gettin weaker and weaker everyday and her health is gettin bad.i still haf to worry bout sy or other things i realli cant lerh.i realli wish tht mii mum will be ok.....nothing else.....i duwan care bout other matters anymore.if i still care bout mii own affairs and ignore mii mum situation i will be a beast.someone hu is a bastard.mii mum is still feeling bad now and i am realli feeling bad now.realli.i realli got no time to tag or post mii blog....even in npcc i still miss mii mum and hope she will be alright.....about the other matter.....i realli give up lerh.i found out tht even if i thk of her maybe she on e other side is being wif other boiis or blah blah havin fun i thk or miss her also useless.so?i am bak wif mii mum.everyone in npcc said they will be dere for mii....hahs....i found out how selfish i am...i found out i spent so manii tym on jus "her" and neglecting ppl tht care for mii around mii....i truly understand tht family and frens are realli e most important.i dunnid her at all.she jus make mii worry bout her more and more.i got mii mum to worry bout.so pls stop tis crap and spare mii.not even thking of her...i really stressed enuf caring for mii mum...i dun even wan add on e burden on mii family to make them worry for mii....i can feel e growth in mii...but its not gd....i jus hope mii family is safe and sound and everyone will haf more tym wif each other.more tym wif frens too.^^ dunnid thk of other things.dey are jus additional.
<3 mii mum

♥ 2:16 AM

I HEAR VOICES IN MY HEAD
THEY COME TO ME
THEY UNDERSTAND
THEY TALK TO ME

BET YOUR RULES IN YOUR RELIGION
ARE DESIGNED TO KEEP YOU SAFE

BUT WHEN RULES START GETTING BROKEN
YOU START QUESTIONING YOUR FAITH

I HAVE A VOICE THAT NEEDS NO SAVIOR
HATES TO LOVE AND
LOVES TO HATE

I HAVE A VOICE THAT HAS THE KNOWLEDGE
AND THE POWER TO BE YOUR FATE

I...HEAR...VOICES CRYIN!
I...SEE... HEROES DYIN!
I...TASTE...BLOOD THATS DRYIN!
I...FEEL... TENSION RISIN!

I HEAR VOICES IN MY HEAD
THEY COME TO ME
THEY UNDERSTAND
THEY TALK TO ME
THEY TALK TO ME!

THEY TELL ME THINGS THAT I WILL DO
THEY SHOW ME THINGS ILL DO TO YOU
THEY TALK TO ME!
TALK TO ME
THEY TALK TO ME!
TALK TO ME
THEY TALK TO ME!

THEY COME TO ME
THEY UNDERSTAND
THEY TALK TO ME!

♥ 8:13 AM

i realli felt wierd today.real wierd
i dunno whye...she already lyk 4-5 days nvr sms mii lerh?
is she dead?or i am the dead one?
i been thking of her whole day..wonder what she is thinking?
i haf been e arcade but i found myself more and more wierd...
i couldnt control mii characters well lyk the past wif her smile....
i dunno.....its lyk mii 2 most precious things can nvr be together wif mii...
i got one and will definetly lose e other...
i dunno....whye cant i haf both?
wen i regain one another one will go....
wad i am thinking?
i am crying in my heart...but where is she?
wad she is thinking now?is she following e footsteps of leaving mii?
maybe she dint notice how much she meant to mii....
she dint noe....she tot i dun care bout her.......
how can it be?wad is she thinking?
even if e world falls apart i would nvr leave both of her......
i am trying to be more understanding towards her....
dint i?i dint ask anything from her at all....
nothing at all....not lyk ppl around mii......
i dint ask for anything but a smile from her.....
whye cant she understand how i am feeling?
i realli dunno what to say....
i noe its no use crying.....
but i realli nid a shoulder.....
whye cant both mii most important people be beside mii at the same time?
did i do something wrong that hurt any of them?
i realli dint mean it......
hu wans them to die.........
no one......even dey did e most bad crimes or anything...
i would nvr leave any of them......
but i realli dunno what both of them are thinking.....
what i am thinking.......
in this world........
where both mii "treasures" can be beside mii.....
thts jus mii small wish....
mii birthday wish......
jus e both of them will do....
nothing in the world can replaced them......
in mii heart.....
deep....

♥ 6:22 AM

scroll down for e tagbox anyway....

♥ 9:02 AM

Time passed and yawnz.dere goes mii sleeping time=="mii mum cook nice dinner.eat and pluck the butter prawns until mii lips abit swollen.today arh...SO BORED!lolx.maple arh...realli sian liao=="cos i last tym keep chiongin verii no life.^^ hahas.spend mii day wif xinyi again.wonder how she is?oO"

Hey guys-i jus wanted to tell myself and everyone tht hahs i cant possible leave "her" alone rite?how can dun care?dots.tried la but haha failed=="ps to miiself.LOL.i so ps-ed liao lorhx.=="fail la!!so i give up lorh.LOL.but i will try mii best to understand her la but she mus also try mah!i dunno how say la...but she is too shy liao.so.....i also dunno wad to say.but i will love her e la....i am not a fu xin han lyk yushan mentioned.dots.^^
Love Dear LOads^^<3

♥ 3:30 AM

spend mi whole day with xinyi today.happy and contended.

♥ 7:10 AM

lolx.got mii 1 star kayaking cerfiticate today.phew.so damn hard.did it wif boon jian,kevin and henry and more.phew.super hard siah.nid to capsize urself in the middle of e deep deep sea.walao eh.so dam dam dam far away from e beach...in the middle of e big sea.iu swimming cerfiticate gold star also cant oppose the big current arhx.e wave jus come and knock iu off.and.we nid to do our capsize drills dere.O.o" heng la i come back in one piece.but injured mi legs.i kayak wif kevin side by side along e big changi choppy river.kinda enjoyed it.learnt how control fully e kayak.yays.melody mdm rox la.Love her^^.she sacrifice herself to do e capsize drill with mii leh.kevin also got effort.^^ love them.den we play wif the water wen washing the kayak.super funny.e instructor siao siao one.but all verii cute-ting shen,eugene,darren and charles.all 4 rox.^^

today.i found out tht she dint even reply mii.so...yawnz.whole holiday not goin msg her.even mii b dae comes i will also NOT expect from her anything.i beginning to sian liao.if other guys dey all sleep liao.diao.world records.aiyah.dunnid xpect anythin e.cos she will NVER be able to reach it.

♥ 7:00 AM

omg.today i went kayaking.it totally is pure tiring.so tired.mii hnds bo pian liao.mii leg completely not tired.mii hands shaking badly.keep paddling.den e stupid kayak keep goin haywire.dey say paddle left den go right.i paddle left go left=="diao.so hard to reverse the kayak.i thk i fail liao.spend almost e day wif xinyi.kinda happy wif her.she is a cheerful gurl^^hahx.sherox^^.kayaking tmr arh....hm...i thk i will fail la.most probaly cos realli verii hard.

Den!about the class outing...hm....joey suggested 2th june...anyone got any thing to say?lyk any events?hm?we decide on the date first den venue kaes?^^ e date mus nt clash wif band,dance,npcc and badminton and basketball trainings respectively.we mus all go!!any way.sy not goin.suits her la.also used to her not peii-ing mii liao.dotz.thts her.i hope winnie and e others can go ba^^cos joey and e boiis side should be ok e.^^kaes?

Learning to treasure things around mii.

♥ 4:15 AM

Time is getting HOT on mii...
i am getting more stressed....
mii heart is going to give in....
i dunno whye.....
e feelings in me.....
begins to be wild......
is tht wad dey say losing of self control?....
i cant.....
e strength in mii........
she is beginning to break in mii heart....
argghh.....
i dunno.....
someone save mii.....
anyone....
i am goin to cry.....
when can she stop attacking mii heart.....

♥ 8:13 AM

~~~LaLa~~~~today is the stupid day where parents need to meet the teacher!so sian.lmao.i was called up by mii stupid dad at around 8 plus?den i continue to sleep ignoring him....yawnz....den suddenly.he smacked mii butt.zz=="den i c clock?WTF it was 9.10!!!mii time schdule is at 9.30.woooooo dere i goes!lalala walk walk walk walk walk den Ta-Da*The School*.Oo.tht place sux and rox.no reasons for tht^^.den haha go into class.saw ms lim toking to sherinya parents.saw chunyong wif her mum in front of mr job.saw wai jie,antony and xiang qi.LOLx.go tok to dem la of cos.den suddenly its antony's turn after cy.he sit dere dam emo dunno whye?felt sad la.den he left without even turning back...zzz....den its wai jie.aiyah.no nid c also noe he got gd results la.duh.den xin kai comes in and take a seat?O.o ok la...den after antony its xiang qi!den during dey toking lequn and sathia priya came in.xiang qi tok to tchr in a frendly tone as usual.she so super cute^^haha.mii nu'er is cute e lorh.^^.den rite she funny.she bet wif tchr about if she get A1 for science den mr job will haf o treat her?haha.hope she realli can A1 la.den its mii turn.lala.got sabo-ed by mr job.*shake*kill him arh^^haha.mi results still ok la but mii english fucked up siah.onlii 53.zz.mr job says it is DANGEROUS.den i shake him again.ARRRGGHHH.lmao.i zi high.zz.=="den la i go causeway point buy earpiece and went home.LOLx.yawnz.as tired.later night time goin arcade.


Ps about this...but i am realli worried bout myself now...u noe?mii heart was weavering verii badly now...i dunno....mii hands were trembling at the thought of her.her face was scaring mii......melrose...u got to help mi...she so pretty siah den she keep asking bout e stead qn....i am goin to give in soon liao...she call mii everyday siah...wtf la..goin to crash at this rate.but its ok.i am SCARED i will give in BUT i NOE i WUN cos although little gurl dosent look pretty or as cute as her but haha iu noe she rox.^^ to mii^^she no.1 e leh!!!^^ Love her la.mii heart no more space for "her" liao la...diao...but mii heart goin get crashed leh...ahhhh....LOVE HER.Saved mii,Y2J.....
<3 Love Little Gurl
------------------------------30 Days More To See Her-----------------------------

♥ 12:01 AM

many ppl says tht time would heal the wounds in their heart but i dunno whye after 1 yr lerh i still cant forget the times we got together.i realli dunno.i tried many ways to forget iu but i cant.its lyk "lols?".i dunno la...realli wanted to tok to iu but i also dunno wads e problem between us and its lyk i realli hope to be frens wif iu back but if i tok to iu den i scared i say something wrong den got more things between us.i dunno wad hapened in the past dat cause inflicts in our frenships but iu reall got to trust mii...realli.realli hope to be frens again.will be waiting.4 iu.

♥ 8:18 AM

i felt sad today.i realli wanted winnie to go lorhx but i thk i realli scared she will declined.haiz.wonder she will go or not.maybe she will not go becos of mii.realli hope she will go la of cos.duh.she angry wif mii more dan 1 yr lerh.so long nvr talk to her liao.wonder if she will talk to mii or not.realli hope so la of cos.BUT den rite aiyoh eh i realli dun dare tok to her....den melrose keeps saying i am a coward...haiz.realli meh?but i realli scared if i tok to winnie den we verii gd back den i will neglect little gurl.haiz.dunno la.i verii confused also...sianz.Realli hope little gurl will go la...i realli confused liao la.i realli wan both of them to go.but if i tok to winnie den she will ignore mii.so i verii scared liao.i also dunno wad happen 1 yr ago.dunno whye she suddenly siao siao lyk tht den nvr tok to mii liao.i realli mature alot already.i so long nvr tease gurls liao xcept for fun e la...but realli verii little liao.realli.haiz.wen can we be frens again?melrose keep saying tht it is not verii possible but den i reali realli hope tht the day tht we can recover ou frenship will come.realli.thts mii birthday wish.i realli hope she will talk to mii and be frens wif mii lyk tht past.
Realli Miss Her Realli Realli Much.

♥ 7:34 AM

hahs^^today another nice day of cos larhx.i forgot wad happen today morning?oh!maths.zz=="sian la obvious.science?still ok... larhx...Oo.hahs.kevin said he is professor in the sex education book and its was lyk....i noe?i can c he is expert larh=="but cy e most pro^^he tok to joey on phone and joey ask him all the dam dam dam super horny qns den haha he ans all.he pro rite?more knowledge on "that" dan mii and kevin.DAM!i nid to go read more.zz=="jk nia.Oo.lolx.chinese leh.haiyoh...speak of tht arh...walao eh...mii results so suck...mii maths and chinese classes sure different from sy liao.sian.zz=="gettin emo again.*cry*sobx*whye she so pro=="zz.i sucks la.whye always the beginning of yr same class den later we will be separated again.zz=="tmr arh...hate tmr.after tmr i will have to countdown days to see dearx again!!!!!NO!!!den she still say she envious of her sis no sku?O.o.zz=="no sku how i see her last sight.ps tell her all these la=="zz.so mus act man mah.LOL.but hor aiyah...of cos will miss her alot e la..but cant say..shhhh....^^ later she thks i siao^^bt i am definetly not someone hu fa hua chii lyk yu shan?O.o".today arh hahax.ys and xue hui and le qun tok bout melrose.hahas.u guys noe wad u said^^haha!!^^melrose rox la.^^ nid wind.O.o.geez.HOW TO SURVIVE WITHOUT SEEING LITTLE GURL FOR A MONTH?O.o goin to die^^
<3<3<3<3 little gurl,miss her^^

♥ 7:21 AM

oh yeah.todays still kinda ok larhx.lolx.so late meet e zhuo weii.lmao.last tym i always late.NOW HE ALWAYS LATE.Grr....today arh dam sian...i at first ok one leh.den walk into e MRT train den suddenly something pain la...(ah ha...u noe e arh><).walao eh.pain.zz.den i walk into hall.even more pain.zz.i am physically disecting.==" den eh walao i go in classroom even more pain.><"
pain until...yawnz.recuperating tht time cant even look "her".pain^^.deni P.E dat tym....wtf?i was 173 cm and 63 kg?O.o?zz.i got so heavy meh?chun yong same height as mii hahahahaha 78 kg^^zz.kevin 71 kg?sek eng 50 kg?!zz=="chun yong decided to run more for joey liao lorh^^so happy he got motivated.LOL.i always talk bout others arh den mine leh?O.o.haha.happy e way she is now la^^geez.she smile also feel happy^^wun demand anythin from her e la.later melrose kill mii.cos she got a fren name jessica and e fren jessica is verii obsessed wif her stead wif a name of edge?e rated-R superstar?O.o.zz.jk arh jessica...tht guy name edge is an idiot la...so demanding to his stead...LOL.i wun e la...melrose relax...i wun do it e^^hahs.bbut hor jessica rox la!she so good to his stead....sobx....i emo liao again....zz...OO.poof!where got so fast emo e.zz.mus got so drive again lorhx.or e worst.mood swings.WEEEEE!!!OO.i zi high again?LOL.haha.i noe la...wun demand so much from her e la...her parents so strict she also bo pian^^haha.Love mii parents suddenly.LOL.no la.jk er yi.dey sucks la.everything also nag.go out best option^^goin arcade later ooooh.hahs.11 lyk tht den come home la.yushan and erin SURE online e arh....aiyoh=="
<3 little gurl^^ miss her but shhhhh......sweet!

♥ 3:43 AM

still ♥♥♥♥♥ her alot.mood swings recently.ps.calmin down soon.ps if i hurt iu.no offence

♥ 8:16 AM

today was a extremely boring day.nothing to do at home.did nothing but sleep and eat.now so long still night time onlii.tmr so sian.school.got nothing to do again.school and everything sux la.everythin about it sux.zz.sian...dint hear from her today again but nvm.i will not thk of her.i promised miiself lerh.haiz.but still kinda miss her.wtf am i writing=="zz.dun care larh.go sleep larh!anyway!to mii delight^^i posted some of mii fave videos in youtube on mii blog.and the song "voices" sang by rev theory simply suits mii mood.omg.i am goin to love randy orton's entrance cos thts his new entrance theme.haiz.still got some videos on how amazing jeff hardy is.LOL.ok la he...but i realli love he and hbk lorhx.nothing else i love liao==".zz.thkin of it again...haiz.

♥ 4:33 AM

LOL.i jus came back from tsz pings b.dae party.and it rox^^i spent mii time wif ping esmond liang alex and alot little kids.zz.but it sure do nices^^Eat there and the food is quite nice^^hahs.dunno.i realli felt empty today.anyway....other then this....i realli felt somethin today.Everyone mii haf been harping mii on this but i dun listen to dem....i dunno...i thk i realli too good to "her" liao.realli.i thk hor i realli duwan to give a damn about anythin bout us liao.realli.she dam lazy rite den i dun thk i nid to lyk give mii best lorhx.always is i let her e.wen did she let mii be4.ya ya.all e crap dat ppl will give mii.but hu understands?you?lmao.dun joke.cos i realli serious.i enough liao.i realli will wash mii hands off "her" liao.serious.she realli realli du lan mii tis tym liao.she wan lazy rite?fine wif mii lorhx.i goin dun care anythin.off to sleep.dun even wan think her.disgusts mii.i realli thk i too good liao.i duwan be a stupid guy anymore lerh.i will not think of her at all liao.completely.serious.dun tell mii any crap.i realli wun change mii mind liao.thts it.i am goin to sleep.

seriously.i thk i nid to change.its not tht i am not understanding enough.but sometyms ppl nid to spare a thoughts for mii too.get it?i am not suggestiing anythin here though...

♥ 8:13 AM

haiz.midnite lerh la..tis post is on 17 may.......ps larhx....today arh...still ok larhx.....whole day dint hear from her until 10 plus.yawnz.tired lerh lorhx.wen to e arcade from 4 to 10.haiz.sian.lost quite a lot.sian.i mus realli go train liao arh...tmr tsz ping b.dae so happy b dae ping^^(not mii class e tsz ping==").eh ping...dun dota anymore and concentrat more on elaine la....LOL.dun always play dota!!!^^haha.u re older den mi liao lorh...u win liao la....sian...i smallest of us 5 leh...walao eh....but i tallest?O.o"haha.today tution sian until hor.....wa...but den rite in mii class everyone get A for maths except mii.den mii tchr dam dam disappointed wif mii.i also dunno wad to say.i feel guilty enough liao lorh den she still keep sayin i do everythin also nt serious.where got?!i in class behaviour obviously different from mii inner character rite...walao eh stupid tchr.i no A i sad enuf liao u still wan pour water on fire?not as if i duwan study and play everyday rite?wa u go die la.u dun die i kill iu.dam iu.

♥ 9:20 AM

i realli hated today.i hated miiself too.i really tht suk in exams meh?i realli realli realli studeid so hard lerh den mii results all a except e important subs?(maths,english and science)i realli dunno wad to say.mii english....51....omg....tht was pathetic.eh dear.ps.i realli let iu down.realli sorrie bout tht..i realli wanted to study hard tis tym...i realli realli realli do e!but i dunno whye cant i.....i dunno....i realli hated miiself for this.for not bein able to get gd results.mii english..omg...was mii worst...i realli let iu down.sorrie.haiz.i realli felt bad....realli...can i cry?.......realli nid a shoulder.

♥ 4:32 AM

look here,man.i won the top cream of the kof today.i am feelin so happy now.finally mii ash crimson did somethin amazing.his luise meyrink had killed mii alba and kim.and i left a ash crimson against the champs team:luise meyrink,ash crimson and xiao lon.xiao lon was his most strongest character and it was e strongest character he executed.everyone was so scared of him dere or got owned.phew.i won over him wif 2 wins and 1 loss today.i realli beginning to love mii team.but i dun understand somethin...is mii kim gettin weaker?i realli love all of them alot.ash,alba and kim.i dun understand.mii ash and alba are realli improving alot lerh but whye mii kim is gettin weaker against ppl?i dunno either...i felt confused..

oh ya before i win,we went to see iron man.tht movie was awesome.i kinda lyk it i guess.^^.it was so cool lookin at him shooting beams from his hands.wow.if i could do it den i will blast kevin's face first.hahax.anyway i am no whr evil kaes?i not evil e.^^sweet!still verii excited bout e wins over the champ dere.but he is mii mentor and good fren also.zz.but ok la..he realli dam pro.i dunno when is the nxt tym i could win over him i mean...look.it was 1 month ago since i beat him.haiz.nvm!i can do it e!!i noe tht mii team rox.i realli do.i haf trust in them.dey are second to mii^^zz.duwan mention first.yawnz.realli hope i could get at least a c for every subject tmr la...but obviously.yer.obviously i failed mii chinese.zz.reali hate to admit tht.i dunno too..i dun feel lyk changin class for maths.realli love to be in band 3.realli.lyk it alot.dun wish to part wif ppl from tht class.but i dunno lorhx.i realli hate e parting part.new class?omfg.i gonna eat tht one man.nxt yr i will die.change e complete class.i wonder how i gonna live then without some ppl.yawnz.tmr get results den see lorhx><"aiyah ps larhx but obviously u noe mii results=="its gonna suk it.i knew it.haiz.gonnna disappoint her again.<3

♥ 5:06 AM

i have a qn today.ppl around mii keep saying tht gurls are just toys but i realli dun lyk tht view of them.Being a boy gives u e chance to love and treasure back someone iu realli love and care for alot.how can dey be toys?i realli dun understand wad dey mean.its lyk all is wrong.gurls are to be cared and give concern to.i realli cant accept e statement dey says.HOW CAN IT BE?i realli duwan thk bout it anymore.i couldnt believe dere are such beasts in our class sayin tht gurls are jus toys fool wif them can discard liao.omfg.i realli deep in mii heart hate them for saying tht.realli.no matter wad dey say,i will nt change mii point of view of treatin gurls.dey realli nid to be loved and treasured.realli.boys in 2/6 hu read tis.plz change.i serious liao.how can u say tht gurls are toys?i realli duwan harped on tht point anymore...realli...i will treasure and love forever...no way i am goin to toy wif them.ty for understandin wad i am tryin to say.
Phew....goin watch ironman later^^haha!love it.goin wif cy,sek eng,erin,royce,xiang qi and kevin.hahs.yawnz.shud be nice mah.how i wish mii dear also can go.but cant blame her.haiz.still verii bothered by tht dumb statement.i dunno.maybe i am not a good guy afterall?i dunno miiself either.but i realli hoped not to fall into e same thinking as e idiots hu toys gurls.post more later at night wen i come back ba^^

♥ 12:11 AM

yay.finally^^mii buddy ng wei liang finally got mii e no more than words sung by endeverafter!love him so much.LOLx.obviously i not g4y larhx=="but hor haha la.tht song was jeff hardy e new entrance theme.jus now went to arcade.lmao.all e pros jus now dere.i,weiliang and esmond was sitting dere and lols.i decided to fite wif a guy hu used pro alba meira,kim and rock howard.lols.i always loved mii team:ash crimson,alba meira and kim.its was lyk lols wen we fought 2 on 2 alba and kim each fite individualy.its lyk seeing hu stronger.but of cos.iu noe pros lyk mii cant lose.lols.(acutalli lose quite alot nowadays.==").won over tht guy 4-0.happy and contended as usual.but mii goal to own is still kinda far away.still lose to some ppl-mr rat,jian weii,a malaysian usin luise meyrink and soon yong.omg.can i even beat soon yong?his wild wolf is incredibly fast.until i got a bond wif mii team ba.stronger e.jian weii now is lyk a top lerh^^feel happy for him cos he is e one who teach mii ash crimson in e past wen we both are new.^^kinda felt happy for a bro lyk him.^^ geez.mr rat leh?lmao.dun wan say.stupid g4y laii e.he got a tchr wen he is so dam pro and u noe his tchr owned jian weii kinda badly.omfg.he learned e nitemare geez now quite pro.keep parryin.fite him sian until i mai say liao.heng la..made manii new frens.but i of cos had a hard but fun tym in e arcade.cos i noe arcade e best place for leisure to mii lorhx.but hor aiyah....so sian la....cant go arcade so frequent to train lyk the past liao.cos rite i wan to study for get into any class.^^.nid gd results den can peii her go same class.yawnz.wonder if she thk e same or not.LOL.wun blame her even if she dun thk e same way.fine wif mii larhx.xi guan jiu hao lerh mah.hahs!mii goal is to improve mii skills and studies ba.geez.sex education tmr.lmao.sure tok crap e.wad cant do all those crappy things before marriage.lyk hu e fuck wan do it.lmao.go sleep or play psp better?or watch a movie.lolx.but hor haha.sure haf fun tmr wif all e guys tmr?LOL.dey sure dam high e la.bo girls leh.can enjoy e short little moment.LOL.dunno wad others thk la^^.but its not realli bad to be wif some gurls la.depends lo.but some gurls realli irratating.><"zz.hahs.tmr goin watch movie if cy nu'er dey all.i thk i goin larh.i dunno leh.mii mum nowadays siao lang lai e.suddenly make mii stop goin out.sleep also she nag.walao eh i tapped out liao lorhx.she win liao la.white flag.Missed her<3

♥ 8:21 AM

phew.finally back home^^today sku kinda suks.hahs.not realli larh.got happy also got not realli happy but not sad e^^happy dat i could spend mii tym wif dear.but..haiz...maybe she feels bored wif mii ba..realli happy she take her some of her tym to kinda peii mii.truly touched.ty.haiz.couldnt realli blame mr job either for makin mii stand.i kinda tok to melrose arh...abit noisy arh..so aiyah i at fault^^not melrose or mr job e la...^^.kinda pity e ex-convicts hu come to sku today.i saw tht guy crying hor i also felt abit uneasy.cos rite u noe la..u see ppl cry whr got happy e aiyoh....so hor..zzz...i feel uneasy la...den hor e home econs thingy i dun even noe wtf is it bout.LOL.den comes e video on fast food.i thk e tchr also du lan already lorhx so many sex scenes.zz.yucks.mus keep on fast forwardin.but arh to say e truth la,forward got use meh?we wan can jus c ourselves wad which is kinda dumb but some ppl lyk mii(but obviously not mii==")!A comment er yii larhx.LOLx.i today rch home...open com....yay!!!!!the video of jeff hardy is back!he is finally unsuspended...finally...waited for him so long.love him lyk siao.his new theme is e no more den words by endeverafter.realli lyk tht song.^^so hor hu haf sms mii larh^^send mii better^^lols.shawn michaels also admmitted tht he faked his knee injury to Y2J.den Y2J funny siah.last tym say he faked it then walao eh now he believe real den eat hbk sweet chin music.too bad lorh.hu ask him so dumb.zz.but i also believe hbk leh.so does tht means i am also dumb?O.o" zz.seemed to say myself.i realli happy today.cos i got some tym to peii dear.^^yay.Touched and loved her.

♥ 12:28 AM

*Yawnz*today's a tired day obviously.done so manii adjustments to mii blog with the help of melrose and erin.but hor aiyah..obvious erin helped more la...but wait.this doesnt means melrose dint help?wtf am i toking bout?i also dunno?today hor aiyah 8 wake up arh...hus fault?melrose,cy and kevin=="early in the morning mus log in rakion play with them.yawnz.kevin is such a waiter.he stood dere and wait for mi to come den he backstab.sian.dunno whye i lost to him usin bs but owned his mage totally using warrior and ninja.guessed so.i heard tht theres a new clan name last retro?hm...new clan afterall.but alot pros inside.its e same as lcc and la(LastAlliance and LastChroniC) respectively.haha.but hor say all tis ppl dun understand will bored e leh^^haha.i went to riverside.net to do mii e learning and omfg....i saw the science qns goin tapped out already.luckily,little gurl helped mii^^by tellin mii to see TB and e pg no.phew.Ty dear^^kevin den called mii.zzz.so lame.tellin mii to copy and paste mii ans to him.*laugh*but no choice la...hu ask him mii bro..zzz...so bo pian haf to copy and paste la.melrose also got help la...goin to start on art liao lo!but haven yet larhx....history leh?gone case la...heng tmr hah pre-exam activities arh.sure sian lyk siao e.about all crappy toks.i goin arcade tonite i guess!i goin kik some butts in kof.but den hor aiyah...no suddenly got alot pros?but i realli enjoy playing wif them.but hor i also dun realli feel lyk goin arcade nowadays.i wanted to study hard so wun disappoint ittle gurl e...but u noe...habits take a long tym to change mah..whr got so fast e...but hor i promise la....i realli will be a good boii and be free of the clutches of arcade.^^kaes?oh ya!finally!!!jeff hardy has been unsuspended and comes back to monday night raw ytd!!so happy i am.Jeff hardy leh!u thk wad?he owned man.but den arh dunno whye he so stupid dint pass the *%&%&$$#@%!!@#$ drug test.zzz.but gd to see he come back la.i try to post the video on him comin back.hahas.tmr got sku finally can c little gurl lerh^^.i realli tired lerh^^goin to sleep......^^

♥ 12:15 AM

Oo?I just made a new blog for fun.Just wanted to blog again lyk the past.nothing much.haiz.i gettin so hot-tempered nowadays.realli hate tht.went to mii bro's house today(ping) with liang and alex.realli enjoy being wif them.nice guys they are.i cant believe i lost to alex in tekken.win 1 ,lose 1.final round mii psp no batt?zzz...i shud train mii tekken sometyms and not think of anything else anymore.realli.so manii probs i haf.but none are comparable to cy.i heng cy more worse dan mii.but cy is smart and i noe he will be able overcome all e.gd la he....leave mii alone again.haiz.what should i say neh?frens and frens and frens are leavin mii one by one to peii their steads.secondary life is sure different from primary sku.see?even blockhead esmond lyks someone?WTF?liang got old woman priscilla and ping got elaine?our class also heatin up lerh.so manii ppl found their love.zz.mii jie audreyy leh?diao.suddenly no contact.maybe she thk i backstabb her ba?haha.its ok la.i got used to bein maglin liao lorhx.*Yawnz*

♥ 8:59 AM