its been long ii have talk to uue properly ;x maybe wen ii pluck my courage and call ii wouldnt miss uue tht much ;D haiz . 1 days since dhe sepearation of the class . i still really missed everyone so badly ... ii really very sad tht we goin on our ways ... even ... bendann also going lerhs . hw's my life goin continue with her and everyone . idk too . 1 step at a time maybe ... suddenly feel kinda lonely sometimes wen ii am alone ... ;x felt tht no one is beside me and ii'm all alone agn ... T.T ...

since so long .... another chapter of my life ended . usually wen my life chapter's over i will be happy tht i grown older . but ii felt pain and reluctance this time.first love is always hard to forget.hw true is tht.uue made me grown so grown-up and uue are like my everything . imagine someone so important taught uue something so important and just left without saying goodbye D; haiz . maybe thts life . uue taught me hw to love and care for others . how amazinq is that even my heart listens to uue more dhen my heart listens to me . but all is going end now and i am really badd bout it . how i wish time stopped . even if i become uuer maid or dog ii am willing ;x ii just wanted uue to beside me . for a second , a minute or an hr . no matter hw short dhe time is , is just something more important dhen health or money to be just beside uue . how i wish we can go back to the us 2 yrs ago and know each other all over again . really wish ii haben grown from dhen to now . uue taught me to see things clearly . uue arent bossy to me , uue arent fierce to me ike other qurls . uue were so sweet and caring..yet shye . uue hab a horny side . but uue are still a 101% qurl to me compared to any pretty qurls in street . although uue dun look pretty or anything but uuer heart is so sweet. hw cool are uue to compare with other qurls to me . bendann , no matter wad happens in the past uue would be dere for me . whye wen ii realised tht uue hab been supporting me secretly behind and ii couldnt do a thing for uue . ii wanted do things for uue and make uue happy . i just wanted uue to hab a happy and relaxed life . ii wanted to be dhe one behind uue supporting uue like uue did . but wen ii hab such thoughts we are separated by a cruel thing named time . hw i wish time would help me...D; even if ii emoted to normal tech ii just wanted to be with uue . its tht simple . no matter wad others hab other views on uue i dun care . ii just wanted to be beside uue ... carin and taking care of uue ... no matter wad uue are ....even if uue are disabled..i will be dhe first to offer to take care of uue .... man ... ii really cant forget uue .. can time heal my wounds ? ii duwan to forget uue even .... but whye time plyed such a harsh joke on me ? all dhe problems we faced together .... hw i wish we were back into time wen we are so happy together and not now we hab to face dhe fate of time .... bendann ... no matter wad happen in the future ... hw many qurls ii faced and passed by ... ii wouldnt forget uue ... only uue is enough to feel my heart with loves . thx bendann for everything uue done for me in dhe past 2 yrs.thx.ii am really touched seriously...ii feel like crying wen ii tot bout my chances of separating with uue...but ....ii guess thts wad ii am goin face soon...in time...but still ... ii will still love uue like now and in dhe past too ... maybe ... uue will find uuer other half in uuer new class bahhs ... but its ok...ii just duwan uue to forget me....its really dat simple...ily <3

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