yawns.thats it lerh.i cant take her attitude anymore.sorrie boss.but thats it lerh.i will not hold on to the relationship just because of ur illness lerh.i dun care lerh.i do anything u also wan say.ya la ya la its my fault.ya la i lyk hang around with gurls la ya la ya la.i lyk be with them la.so?at least i noe hw be with mii frens.and xinyi frens.mai kp can bo?u guys thk u hu?outsiders wan kp?diam diam la.not ur prob u mai kp.(excluding ruixia,jingwen and kc)u wan act big act on others mai lai threaten miie.plus.i not even playin her feelings.dunno story mai tok big.plus.i really cannot tolerate liao.iu wan play attitude with mii i also bo pian.always run.u wan run rite?ok.lets both be cowards.i run with u.it dosent matter.....plus.....the gurls are too important to miie lerh.sorrie.but i really would prefer to put the gurls first rather den mii stead.i duwan to decieve u.i would prefer them first.so i really got nth to say lerh.so....hmm....ya u noe.but u still take care of urselves.

From the bottom of mii heart:

maybe mel was right.i dint forgot her at all.maybe i am decieving myself.i am confused too.i also dunno wad to do.ppl beside mii keep pressuring miie.treat her better la say i am verii cold to her la blah blah.but hu noes the position i am in?no ones noes wad i am thinking and hw hard for mii to do something.everyone no matter hu you are.give mii a chance to prove miiself and allow mii to decide on mii own decisions.give mii a chance to do something tht mii heart wishes to do and not by pressure kkaes?i seriously wanted to do something by mii own will.nothing else.i dun care bout wad others say or do about mii.i am really goin to take path i got to.i got to do.for my sake and hers...i cant....bring myself to hurt u...but....argh.wad am i toking about again....darn.nvm.i hope tmr will be better.i seriously want.....just hope....everything to be peaceful....beisde the one i really wanted to be with.........the path.....of mine..........

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