i realli felt wierd today.real wierd
i dunno whye...she already lyk 4-5 days nvr sms mii lerh?
is she dead?or i am the dead one?
i been thking of her whole day..wonder what she is thinking?
i haf been e arcade but i found myself more and more wierd...
i couldnt control mii characters well lyk the past wif her smile....
i dunno.....its lyk mii 2 most precious things can nvr be together wif mii...
i got one and will definetly lose e other...
i dunno....whye cant i haf both?
wen i regain one another one will go....
wad i am thinking?
i am crying in my heart...but where is she?
wad she is thinking now?is she following e footsteps of leaving mii?
maybe she dint notice how much she meant to mii....
she dint noe....she tot i dun care bout her.......
how can it be?wad is she thinking?
even if e world falls apart i would nvr leave both of her......
i am trying to be more understanding towards her....
dint i?i dint ask anything from her at all....
nothing at all....not lyk ppl around mii......
i dint ask for anything but a smile from her.....
whye cant she understand how i am feeling?
i realli dunno what to say....
i noe its no use crying.....
but i realli nid a shoulder.....
whye cant both mii most important people be beside mii at the same time?
did i do something wrong that hurt any of them?
i realli dint mean it......
hu wans them to die.........
no one......even dey did e most bad crimes or anything...
i would nvr leave any of them......
but i realli dunno what both of them are thinking.....
what i am thinking.......
in this world........
where both mii "treasures" can be beside mii.....
thts jus mii small wish....
mii birthday wish......
jus e both of them will do....
nothing in the world can replaced them......
in mii heart.....
deep....
