its been ages since i posted .
so many things had happen (:
just like boonjian too haha .
i guess if he braced harder he will be able to pass through the rough patch in his life.life is just like that.all the unlucky things come in one way.they will keep hitting you until you finally realised how to stop it which normally takes a long time.it just keep hurting you until you really reached the bottom of the pit.sometimes even i still feel something about the past,upon seeing you.its been so long isn't it?you must feel bad about seeing things that once belongs to you go to others.its life too i guess.life just like to play games on humans .but if we just think in the other angle and do what you truly loves to do i guess life will be more meaningful.life's nowadays is seriously tiring.but so what?as long as i am still able to do the things i love and make everyone happy i dont see why i should say everyday is tough till the Os ends.i used to want everything,too greedy in fact that hurt so much people.upon thinking,maybe that's the grow up phase people says ba.now to see the past,its quite a ... nice past i guess compared to some others.but still,as human,we have to carry on with life no matter how tough its going to be.life is never simple i guess,even if you laughed everday.even laughing is exhausting after a long period of time.if you truly loves someone,its just enough to see her smiling.you wont have the thoughts of wanting her at all.seeing her smile , is all you wish .
work hard bahs boonjian . (:
bro.
♥ 7:22 AM
been so long since i blogged properly :D
now after i dota lerhs i have time i come post bahs i guess ;D
bad month january.
homework alot late pass up teachers keep complain.
jy to myself bahs .
i hope.
time will go faster.
i guess i am going to start studying for Os bahs .
(:
wonder when i can see .
♥ 7:05 AM
was talking to rick and zq although its already 12 + and tmr got a long way to go .
hahas .
rick's missing bebe again .
haiz . he felt so pain and i cant do anything although he's my bro for so long.
maybe somethings only other party can do ba , not us .
i told him bebe's gone .
he didn't believe .
he still think she is lost .
but i thk the reality is his lost .
but i cant do anything .
what a numb feeling .
....
♥ 8:35 AM
i am back :D
k i got nothing to say LOL.
all i know is that i now everyday maple only.
i only want to love her more and more everyday (:
♥ 8:48 AM
fuck myself seriously ...
明明知道自己不要别人走却什么都不能做只可以默默忍着又不可以对她好.
-.-"
wait my moodback lerh den i blog ba .
may take long or not coming back to blog lerhs.
♥ 10:47 PM
wow today's a long day .
suppose to have tution but nahhs i am too tired ..
somemore my mouth got elbowed ! LOLL !
my eyes are shutting off and its only 8.42 !
i dint even went for arcade practice ..
die lerh 1 day never practice means higher rate i will lose to those japanese -.-
can de la me ... loll ...
feel weak .. lol .
haha :D
no prob a good night rest and i will be ready to go ..
oh no !
tmr report book !
gg -.-
suan lerh i have no more tmr LOL ! .
muse ftw ^^
♥ 5:42 AM